Chapter 548
Wait, why should I feel guilty? Heโs the one who set up the whole engagement thing and started talking about breaking up. If anyone should be feeling guilty, itโs him.
โBack so late? Whereโd you go?โ Ryan asked, looking exhaustedโhe clearly hadnโt gotten much rest.
I tossed my keys back into my bag, keeping my head down as I changed my shoes. โJust grabbed dinner with a friend,โ I replied, trying to sound casual.
โWhich friend?โ Ryan pressed.
I almost blurted out the name but caught myself. โNo point saying it now. Iโd rather let Ryan be the one to bring it up,โ I thought.
โDonโt you trust me?โ I shot back, refusing to answer and taking control of the conversation. โNo way Iโm letting him corner me tonight.โ
Ryan leaned in, wrapping his arms around me and resting his head on my shoulder. โAlright, I wonโt ask anymore. Just donโt be mad, okay?โ
โHow could I not be pissed? His fiancรฉe said all those nasty things, making it sound like I was the one who screwed up,โ I fumed inside.
โVic, let me help you freshen up, okay?โ Ryan said, extra gentle and sweet tonight, almost like he was trying to make up for something.
โNo, I can handle it myself,โ I said, pushing him away and heading into the master bedroom.
Ryan followed me like a lost puppy, wrapping his arms around me from behind. โVic, are you mad at me because I havenโt been around these past few days?โ
โIโm not some high-maintenance princess. I can handle being alone just fine,โ I insisted, my tone totally betraying how annoyed I was.
Ryan, ever the sensitive one, let out a low chuckle. โYou say youโre not mad, but you so are.โ
I pushed him away. โAm I not allowed to be pissed? I told you, Iโm not as gentle as you think.โ
Ryan blinked those deep, innocent eyes at me. โIโm sorry.โ
I didnโt need his apology, but honestly, when he acted all obedient and sweet like that, he was actually kind of cute.
Thinking about Fionaโs little stunt, an evil idea popped into my head. I reached out, letting my fingers play with the collar of Ryanโs shirt. โWerenโt you just offering to help me with my bath? Well, come on in.โ
Ryanโs smile got even biggerโhe was practically beaming as he hurried after me into the bathroom.
Thatโs one thing I really appreciate about Ryanโhe always knows how to give me the emotional support I need, and he never tries to dominate me.
The bathroom was filled with steam, the air warm and misty. Ryan tested the water. โIsnโt this a bit too hot? Do all you girls really like your baths this super hot?โ
โExcuse me?โ I arched an eyebrow, giving him a queen-like glare. โSo besides me, there are other women who like their bathwater this hot too?โ
Ryan jumped, instantly realizing heโd put his foot in his mouth. He hurried to explain with a nervous laugh, โNo, no, donโt get the wrong idea. I just went to a hot spring with some female friends before, and they always went for the hottest pools.โ
Letting out a soft sigh, I gently caressed Ryanโs impossibly handsome face with my fair fingers.
โMaybe after a few more times like this, itโll really be goodbye,โ I thought to myself.
โWhatโs wrong?โ Ryan leaned into my touch, nuzzling his cheek against my hand like a docile leopard.
I wasnโt about to kill the mood with any downer talk. Right now, I just wanted to enjoy the moment.
โNothing,โ I murmured, bowed my head and pressed my lips to his.
Ryan was really going all out tonight.
Sleepy and snuggled under the covers, I felt Ryan slide up behind me, his warm hand gently rubbing my stomach. โVic, you were kind of different tonight.โ
โDifferent how?โ I mumbled, my voice lazy and soft.
โI donโt knowโฆ just felt like you were a little more into it than usual,โ Ryan teased, a playful smile in his voice.
โWhat, you donโt like it when I take the lead for once?โ I asked, my tone light and a little flirty.
โNo, I really like it,โ Ryan murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to the back of my neck. โIโm really into you when youโre like this.โ
Even at a moment like this, he was still tossing out the word โlike.โ โIs he actually catching feelings, or does he just think Iโm easy to fool?โ I wondered.
โRyanโฆโ I started, feeling like I couldnโt keep things bottled up anymore. For my own sanity, I needed to get some things off my chest.
โMm?โ came his soft, sleepy reply from behind me.
โIsabelle Lynn asked me out to dinner tonight. Fiona was there too,โ I said, my voice steady but a little tense.