Maybe being beautiful on my own wasnโt such a bad thing after all.
After dinner, the bodyguard drove Yvonne and me home. Halfway there, my phone rang. It was Nathan.
โVictoria, are you still coming over tonight?โ Nathan asked.
I paused, almost forgetting about it. โIs it convenient for you? If it is, Iโll come over.โ
Nathan chuckled. โConvenient? You can come over whenever you want.โ
Thinking about him and that young woman, I figured if Nathan really wanted to start something with someone else, I should just go off the radar and stay out of his life.
Still, I had the bodyguard drive me over to Nathanโs place. He was getting his stitches out at the hospital tomorrow, and I still felt responsible for taking care of him.
As I stepped out of the car, a chill hit me. I wrapped my coat tighter around me and walked through the gate. Nathan came out of the living room and stood by the door, waiting for me. I asked the bodyguard to take Yvonne back to Sallyโs place.
I shot Nathan a meaningful glance, my eyes lingering on him with unspoken questions. I almost blurted out something about his plans tonight, but held backโdidnโt want to look like I was nosing into his private life. Forget it, Iโll just do what I came here to do.
The next morning, I made breakfast. After we finished eating, I drove Nathan to the hospital so he could get his stitches removed. The wound had healed nicely, but when I saw the scar, my heart twisted with guilt and sadness.
After we left the hospital, I asked if he needed to go anywhere else. Nathan said he had to stop by the office and asked if Iโd go with him. I made up an excuse about having lunch with Melissa, so I didnโt go with him.
When I brought up Melissa, Nathan gave a helpless sigh. โApparently Zachary and Melissa broke upโsomething to do with his family.โ
I nodded. โYeah, his family just wonโt let him marry a girl from another city.โ
Nathan sighed. โMarriage is really about two families coming together. Dating, though, is just between two people.โ
I smiled. โWhen it comes to marriage, you really have to consider the character of the other personโs family. Itโs definitely something to take seriously.โ
Nathan nodded, grinning. โI think I finally get what makes you so magneticโitโs because you grew up in a happy, loving family.โ
I laughed. โKind of, yeah. My parents have always been really good together.โ
Nathan sighed softly. โThatโs why being with you just feels so warm.โ
I was curious. โWhat do you mean by that?โ
Nathan paused, thinking. โYouโre not arrogant or self-important. Youโre gentle, and being around you feels like a breath of fresh air. You have your own opinions, you donโt just go along with the crowd, and youโre compassionate and modest.โ
I let out a small laugh. โReally? I donโt think Iโm that good.โ
Nathan smiled. โIโve met plenty of women, and honestly, even if they had just a bit of your grace, theyโd be really captivating. Victoria, I donโt know why, but for someone our age, you already have this kind of resilience that usually comes much later. Is it the scars from your marriage? Are you still healing?โ
I paused, feeling a little bitter. โMaybe.โ
Nathan sighed. โSometimes, I donโt dare step into marriage either. Iโm afraid I canโt give someone the sense of security theyโre looking for.โ
I hesitated for a moment. โKind people always think about others, but selfish people seem to have it easier in life. Honestly, I donโt know which is the better way to live.โ
By the time our conversation ended, weโd already arrived at the office building. Nathan got out, told me to take care, and asked if Iโd have dinner with him tonight. I didnโt give him a definite answer.
Around eleven in the morning, I got a message from Jared.
โI found out. The donation to your alma mater came from the Jennings Foundation, which is part of Jennings Holdings.โ
The news hit me like a bolt out of the blue, leaving me reeling for a long moment. The Jennings Group? Was it Ryan? Or Edward? Why would they do something like this?
No, maybe it was just a coincidence. But even the names matched upโit felt way too deliberate, like someone planned it all along.
My head started to ache. I remembered Edward mentioning he was heading overseas. Maybe if I messaged him now, I could ask what was really going on. Or maybe I shouldnโt ask at allโmaybe that would just be overstepping.
I was completely conflicted, not having a clue what to do next. At lunch with Melissa, my mind was totally elsewhere. She noticed and asked what was up, so I threw the question at herโwhat would she do if she were in my shoes?
I didnโt spill the details, just gave her a hypothetical. Melissa didnโt even hesitate: โEven the tiniest favor is still a debt. You can play dumb if you want, but what if they come knocking one day to call in the favor? Can you really keep pretending you donโt know anything?โ
What she said made a lot of sense to me. Yeah, thatโs what talking is forโto clear things up. If I donโt ask, itโs just gonna mess with my head.
So, I took Edward off my block list. After sending a quick hello, I explained the whole thing, attached the photos, and sent it all over.
Edward replied almost right away, just saying, โNot me.โ