Chapter 805
For a moment, his expression froze in surprise. The next second, looking embarrassed, he lowered his head and fidgeted with the coffee cup by his hand. โWell, I guess all that stuff you went through before wasnโt a waste after all. At least itโs helping you now.โ
I smiled and let the past restโright now, Jared and I felt more like old friends whoโd survived life-and-death together and gained a new perspective.
I picked up the tab this time, and for once, Jared didnโt object. Back then, his pride would never have let me pay for anything. That masculine ego wouldnโt allow it.
Just as Iโd been changing, so had Jared.
Over dinner, I brought up a few collaborations, and Jared agreed to all of them without even blinking.
Afterward, he asked if I had any afternoon plans and suggested we go play some golf. I was about to say no, but then he mentioned he could introduce me to a few big shots in Shavilleโguys whoโd be seriously helpful if I ever wanted to get into live streaming.
Hearing that, I actually felt like joining him for a round.
I never thought that even after Jared and I went our separate ways, heโd still lend me his resources and help broker some collaborations for meโall without asking for anything in return. That was pretty gentlemanly of him.
Of course, I wouldnโt let him do all that for free. If he ever needed anything from me, Iโd be there for him, no questions asked.
As night settled in, our dinner and drinks came to an end, and Jared and I decided to head out. Weโd both had a few drinks.
Jared said, โHow about we take a walk by the river, get some fresh air?โ
I nodded and got out of the car with him. The driver stayed put, parking not too far away.
The autumn breeze coming off the river was crisp and brought a chill to the air.
Jared walked a few steps, leaned against the railing, and glanced back at me.
The shadows of the trees cast over us, and the streetlights overhead shimmered with a warm, yellow glow.
โIf you break up with them, are you planning to go solo?โ he asked, his voice low.
I pressed my lips together, staying silent as I kept walking.
Jared caught up to me. โOr are you just going to pick someone else? The way those guys were looking at you at dinnerโthey were holding back, but honestly, if they got the chance, they wouldnโt hesitate to go for it. I never wanted you to work because I was afraid stuff like that would happen.โ
I paused, looked back at him, and said, โI know what youโre getting at, but for now, I want to fly solo for a couple years. Once Iโve stacked up enough cash, Iโll just step back from all the networking and parties and live life on my own terms.โ
Jaredโs eyes suddenly lit up. โSeriously? You think you can really live by yourself? Being alone gets old real fast. You should have someone by your side.โ
I glanced up at the moon hanging overhead, thinking, โYeah, living solo isnโt that great. Having someone who really gets you is what makes life taste sweeter.โ
I didnโt get reborn just to be some ice queen or a holier-than-thou nun. I came back for the good stuffโto actually enjoy myself.
I grinned, kept moving, and said, โJared, you make a good point. Iโll think about it.โ
Jared rushed forward, blocking my path. โWhat about me? Weโve sorted out all our old grudges, weโre working together, and we still have plenty in common. I promise I wonโt ignore you anymore. Iโll make your problems my priority, and Iโll learn how to take care of youโฆโ
โJaredโฆโ I cut him off gently. โWeโre only ever going to be friends.โ
โWhy? Are you tired of me now?โ His eyes grew bleak.
โCome on, itโs not that. Weโre both on equal footingโyouโre talented, you look good, butโฆ I just donโt feel that spark anymore.โ I stepped aside and walked on.
Jared looked like heโd been hit hard. He stood there for a long moment, then slowly followed me, keeping some distance behind, never stepping ahead.
โI still have feelings for you,โ Jared said, picking up the thread. โSince you left, Iโve dreamed about you more than once. They say the deeper your obsession, the more you see that person in your dreamsโI donโt know if thatโs really true, but every time, youโre still my wife in those dreamsโฆโ