Chapter 811
Nathanโs words hit me like a ton of bricks, leaving me feeling guilty as hell. Iโd only gotten close to him for my own gain, and here he was, pouring his heart out to me.
Looking into his earnest eyes, I suddenly knewโI couldnโt move forward with him, not in this way anymore. Some limits you can push, but some boundaries? You just canโt blur those, not ever.
โLetโs just be friends, okay? I honestly think friends are the ones that stick around,โ I said softly, gazing out the window at the endless sky.
He seemed to have seen this coming. After a beat, he smiled. โAlright, friends. Friends stick around forever. If we let love turn to hate, weโd lose even that.โ
I felt a weight lift off my chest. He understood.
Sitting at the table, I steered clear of any talk about working together. Nathan brought it up a couple of times, but I just changed the subject with an easy smile, dodging his questions like it was nothing.
After lunch, Nathan followed me out of the restaurant. In the bright sunlight, he stopped by my car. He took a good look at my new Bentley and laughed. โLooks like you and Mr. Holcomb have pretty much the same taste.โ
It was only then that I realizedโthe car Iโd bought was actually the same Bentley Jared used to drive. I just smiled, keeping my thoughts to myself.
Nathan studied me with a suspicious gaze. โSo, are you planning on co-parenting with Mr. Holcomb from now on?โ
I blinked in surprise, suddenly worried he might think I was trying to get back with Jared. โDoes he really believe thatโs what I want?โ
I clarified quickly, โNo, weโre definitely going to raise our child together, but thatโs all it isโheโs him, and Iโm me.โ
Edward let out a bitter laugh. โMr. Holcombโs gonna be heartbroken. Heโs been waiting for you to come back to him.โ
โSome people are just too stubborn to ever turn back,โ I said with a smile.
He paused for a moment, then murmured, โI get it.โ
โIโm heading back now. Weโll talk again when thereโs time,โ I said as I opened my car door and got in. Nathan gave me a little wave, then turned and headed off toward his Maybach.
As I pulled away, I caught a glimpse of his car in the rearview mirror, following me at a steady pace. Then, out of nowhere, he turned off and headed toward the flyover, and just like that, we finally went our separate ways.
Thinking about it, Nathan really was the ideal husband material. He was genuine, gentle, thoughtfulโthe kind of guy whoโd make starting a new family feel like smooth sailing. If I were still the old me, the one who longed to be a perfect stay-at-home wife, Nathanโs love wouldโve fit me perfectly. But now I was all about my career. Between work and business dinners, Iโd always be busy and probably couldnโt promise Iโd make it home on time. Nathan needed someone waiting for him at home, soft and caringโsure, she could have her own job, but not the type whoโs always out hustling with the guys for a piece of the action.
Maybe itโs bittersweet, but sometimes regret is what makes life beautiful. Itโs those moments you end up treasuring and savoring most when youโre old.
I wasnโt planning on heading to Braylin for New Yearโs, but just a couple of days before the holiday, my mom had a nasty fall and fractured her leg. She was rushed straight to the hospital. The second I got the news, I dropped everything and booked a flight to Braylin without a second thought.
At the hospital, I threw open the door to the hospital room, barely slowing down.
โVic, youโre here!โ Aiden looked up at me, his eyes flashing with surprise and relief.
โWhat happened to Momโs leg? Is it serious?โ I blurted out, anxious as ever.
โThe doctor said itโll probably take about three months for her to walk again. Old bones just canโt handle falls like that,โ Aiden sighed softly.
My mom was sitting on the bed, feeling a bit guilty. โItโs all my faultโcanโt even walk without taking a tumble. Winnie, didnโt you say workโs been keeping you super busy? Whyโd you run over here? Itโs really not a big deal.โ
โNot a big deal? She literally broke her leg!โ I snapped back, annoyed. โIโd come even if a hurricane hit.โ
My mom let out a laugh. โAlright, alright, youโre my sweetest daughter.โ
My dad was peeling an apple for her, and as my mom munched away, she gave me and Aiden a good look, sizing us up.
โYou two have the looks and the careers, so why are you still single?โ she said, going straight into full-on matchmaking mode like any mom.
I glanced over at Aiden, who just scratched his head awkwardly. Honestly, we were both pretty committed to riding solo for now.
My dad jumped in, trying to put my mom at ease. โHey, let the kids make their own decisions. When the right person comes along, itโll happen. Rushing them wonโt help.โ
โYeah, Mom, you canโt force marriage,โ I chimed in right away.
Aiden nodded enthusiastically. โMom, Iโm all about building my career first. Once things are going well, Iโll definitely bring a girlfriend home for you to meet.โ
My mom couldnโt help but laugh. โAlright, Iโm just worrying, thatโs allโฆ Weโre getting older, and after this fall, I feel how short time really is. Iโm just afraid I might not get to see you both get married.โ
โDonโt talk like that, Mom,โ I said seriously, sitting down by her bed. โNo wayโthat wonโt happen. Aidenโs so handsome, he might just bring home a girlfriend next year.โ
Aiden wasnโt having it at all. โOh, come on, Vicโif anyoneโs drowning in admirers, itโs you! Just think about last timeโฆโ
I gave him my best death stare, and he instantly zipped his lips.
My parents exchanged a heavy look and let out a sigh. โAlright, we wonโt rush you anymore. Itโs your life, you get to decide. Just keep your eyes open and really look at someoneโs characterโdonโt get swept up by emotions and end up falling for someone before you really know who they are.โ
So, we ended up celebrating New Yearโs as a family right here in the hospital. Even though it wasnโt your typical holiday setting, just being togetherโtalking, joking, sharing storiesโfelt like the real meaning of happiness. Sometimes, life is at its best when itโs just family gathered together, no matter where you are.
By the third day of the New Year, Aiden had a get-together to go to, so I headed back home to cook lunch for my parents. They kept saying takeout was way too greasy for them, so I had no choice but to roll up my sleeves and make them a home-cooked meal myself.
When I got to the hospital with the food, I stepped into the room and saw it was suddenly loaded with gift bags and fruit baskets. My parents were in the middle of an excited discussion, but as soon as I walked in, they instantly went quiet.
โDad, Mom, did someone stop by?โ I asked as I set the food down, glancing around, curious.
My dad answered right away, โIt was Ryanโhe had someone drop all these off for us.โ
โRyan? He came by?โ I blurted out, totally surprised. Wait, how did he even know my parents were here in the hospital?
My dad shook his head. โHe didnโt come in personโjust had someone drop off these gifts for us,โ he said, looking a little impressed.
โOh, wow.โ I scanned the pile of fancy gift bags. These were seriously expensive stuff.
I quickly grabbed my phone and sent Ryan a thankful text, appreciating his kindness. He didnโt respond.
Either way, he thought of us, and I owed him a thank you.
โVictoria, are you texting him right now?โ my dad asked, raising an eyebrow.
I nodded. โYeah, he sent those giftsโitโs only right I thank him.โ
โThe guy who dropped these off said Ryanโs gone out to the western region, not in Braylin anymore. Apparently, heโs in a military-controlled zone where communications are restricted, so he canโt easily send messages out,โ my dad explained.
I looked up, taken aback. โWaitโRyanโs not in Braylin?โ
โNo worries. Iโll send him a text anyway, and whether he sees it or not, itโs fine,โ I replied with a light smile.
Didnโt he say he was planning to build his career in Braylin? What made him suddenly bounce to a completely different place?
It was around 11 PM when I got a call from one of Aidenโs coworkers, saying heโd gotten pretty drunk and needed me to come pick him up. I left the hospital and made my way over to the restaurant where theyโd been partying.
Just as I was about to get out of the car, a familiar silhouette suddenly emerged from the restaurant doors up ahead.
It was Edward.
Just as I was about to open the door, my fingers suddenly stiffened. I immediately pulled them back inside the car. I was driving my brotherโs car, so sitting there hiding out, no one was likely to notice me.
Edward was about to leave. Under the glittering lights, he wore a black coat, with a few guys walking behind himโsome definitely looked like plainclothes bodyguards. It had snowed again in Braylin, and the temperature was low, with the ground a bit wet and slushy. Edwardโs car was parked in the reserved spot right across from mine. After half a year, he still had that same aura; nothing about him had changed.
Watching Edward, I couldnโt even name the feelings swirling in me. First came a pang, then a sense of release. His vibe had once drawn me in, but I was painfully aware we werenโt even in the same league. Being with him for real would be way harder than it looked. Iโd probably have to keep my chin up just to stand next to him, forcing myself to be better every single day. Waking up and constantly chasing self-improvementโit was honestly suffocating.
I was not as soft as I used to be. Now that Iโd found my ambition, I refused to bow down to anyoneโand the last thing I want was someone trying to control me.
Knowing what I wanted meant I also know what I had to let go of.
I watched as Edward got into his car. The window was halfway down, and his slender, elegant fingers tapped the ash from a cigarette out into the night. In the next moment, his car swept past me like the wind.
I just stood there, staring down the road for what felt like ages before finally getting out of the car. The rush of cold air hit me straight on, scattering all those lingering feelings in an instant.
I rushed up to the third floor and found the private room. There was Aiden, completely smashed and still running his mouth.
โAidenโฆโ I called out from the doorway.