Chapter 249
Filipโs gaze dropped. โI didnโt tell you the truth. I didnโt have the abortion, but I have my reasons.โ
Cynthiaโs expression remained calm. โYou donโt need to explain anything about the child to me. The child is innocent. I donโt want to do anything wrong. I just hope that after the baby is born, you both will be responsible parents.โ
Filipโs eyes widened slightly. โSo, youโre saying youโve forgiven me regarding the baby?โ
Cynthia chuckled. โFilip, given our current relationship, is forgiveness even relevant?โ
โCynthia, arenโt we even friends anymore?โ
Cynthia looked at him sarcastically. โOf course not. If I were to be friends with someone who lies all the time and has repeatedly betrayed me, then all the tears Iโve cried and the pain Iโve suffered would have been deserved.โ
The light in Filipโs eyes dimmed.
โItโs fine if you canโt forgive me, Cynthia. I only married Lilian because she forced me. I donโt love her at all. My heart belongs only to you.โ
Cynthia looked at him with amusement. โFilip, have you lost your mind? Who told you I only loved Lilian? If you had kept your word, I would have at least respected you as a true romantic. But now, with her being seven months pregnant, youโre coming to me with this nonsense. โShamelessโ doesnโt even begin to describe you.โ
Filip felt completely humiliated by Cynthiaโs words, especially the disdain and contempt in her eyes, which cut him deeply. However, unlike before, he didnโt lose his temper. He seemed to wilt like a plant struck by frost. โI know you look down on me; you did before, and now itโs even worse. He looked up at Cynthia, bewildered. โBut Cynthia, every single word I said today is from my heart.โ
Filip continued, โAll these years, Iโve always felt inferior around you. Youโre always so exceptional, like a beacon that draws everyoneโs attention. From childhood until now, Iโve lived in your shadow. Next to you, I always feel inadequate, shrinking into the ground. Even after college, when we fell in love, I was still scared of you; I felt like I couldnโt handle or match you. I was always worried youโd meet someone better and leave me. Back then, Lilian used a diary to cause trouble between us, and I didnโt even dare to confront you about it.โ
Filipโs eyes were full of regret. โThis is the biggest regret of my life.โ
Cynthia listened without reacting. โWhy are you telling me this now?โ
Filip grabbed Cynthiaโs hand. โI want to be brave for once. I want to follow my heart and tell you everything Iโve been keeping inside, Cynthia. Weโve been together since we were born, twenty years of emotions. How many twenty years does one get in a lifetime? I donโt believe that you have no feelings for me at all. Please, just give me a yearโno, three months, three months is enough. I will divorce Lilian and completely cut ties with her.โ
Filip dropped to his knees, pressing his forehead against her hand. โPlease donโt be mad at me anymore. Cynthia, come back to me.โ
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โI love you. Iโve realized just how much I love you. Day and night, youโre all I think about,โ he continued.
Filip was almost in tears. โI really wish we could go back to the past. If I could, Iโd definitely give my past self a good beating. Cynthia, please come back to me, please, please?โ
Cynthia remained unmoved. She looked down at Filip, then pulled back her hand and took two steps back.
โFilip, everything that needed to be said is already clear. Donโt stay here and act just to feel moved by yourself. Late affections are cheaper than grass. If you truly regret it, keep your wife in check in the future, and donโt let either of you bother me again.โ
After Cynthia finished speaking, she opened the door to leave the private room. She saw Jonathan.
Jonathan saw Cynthia and quickly approached her. At the same time, Filip followed them out.
โCynthia, donโt goโฆโ Before he could finish, Filip noticed Jonathanโs stern expression.
Jonathan glanced at Filip and asked, โWhat are you doing?โ
Filip stayed silent, hoping Cynthia wouldnโt explain. He hoped Jonathan would misunderstand.
Cynthia shrugged casually, โHe just made a heartfelt confession.โ
Filip was speechless.
Jonathanโs gaze turned icy. Tears still marked Filipโs face, and the chill in Jonathanโs eyes made him shiver.
โIt seems Filip doesnโt have enough to do. From now on, make sure your reports are 5,000 words each, not a word less,โ he said.
He then walked to Cynthia, wrapped an arm around her waist, and his voice softened instantly. โSweetheart, letโs go home.โ
Jonathanโs affectionate tone was unexpected.
Cynthiaโs heart fluttered. She raised her hand and affectionately scratched Jonathanโs chin, saying, โLetโs go, honey.โ
It was the first time Cynthia called him โhoney.โ Jonathan visibly stiffened, then a deep joy spread across his face.
They left hand in hand. Filip watched their backs, dazed. They seemed perfectly matched. The happier they looked, the more Filipโs heart ached.
He had been convincing himself that since Cynthia was happy, he shouldnโt disturb her. But he wasnโt a saint. His rationality crumbled the moment he saw her. He poured out his heart, but received only disdain and indifference. She was no longer the Cynthia he knew.
In the end, he lost her. Filip lowered his gaze, feeling as if his heart was being cut by blades.
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But soon, a glimmer of hope appeared in his eyes. He thought, โI still have an ace up my sleeve, donโt I? One that could make Cynthia willingly return to me.โ
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