Chapter 39 Damn It! Tilda!
What Tilda mentioned had just happened not long ago, a raw and merciless experience that came crashing down on Tilda like a tragedy she couldnโt escape.
And right now, Wade felt like nothing but a hypocrite.
Even if he was supposed to be the โmain guyโ of this story, he couldnโt come up with a single word to defend himself.
What kind of person treats his sister, who was lost for 19 years, only just found again, like this?
โReal family isnโt supposed to be like thisโฆ At leastโฆ it shouldnโt be like the one I have.โ
Wade clawed at his hair, dropping into a crouch on the ground, helpless, broken.
It was such a simple truth.
Yet Wade had never understood it.
Every word Tilda had thrown at him replayed in his mind, hammering against his skull like chains he couldnโt break.
Even Wade himself thought he was disgusting.
Clive came looking and finally spotted him, crouching down and pulling at his hair.
โWade? What the hell is wrong with you?โ
Noticing something was seriously off, Clive rushed to his side.
At his voice, Wade slowly lifted his head, his eyes meeting Cliveโs.
And Clive froze.
He had never seen Wadeโs eyes so empty and dark, as if someone had ripped half his soul away and left nothing but a hollow shell.
โCliveโฆ do you think Iโm cruel? Twisted?
โIf it were youโif your sister had been gone for 19 yearsโwould you have treated her the way I treated Tilda?โ
Wadeโs lips moved weakly, his voice barely there.
โDid Tilda say something to you? Wade, snap out of it!โ
Clive grabbed his shoulders and shook him, as if he was trying to drag his soul back into his body.
โClive, Iโve never hated myself like this. Iโve never felt so filthy inside.
โTilda wasnโt wrong. Every word I said just now was rotten, so rotten that even I couldnโt stand itโI wanted to puke.
โI actually thoughtโฆ I actually thought that if Tilda had shown her talent earlier, maybe I wouldโve looked at her differently.
โBut I forgotโsheโs my sister. Our bond should never have been about something so cheap, so selfish, so disgusting as talent.โ
The more Wade spoke, the more it felt like his throat was stuffed with hot waxโthick, bitter, and suffocating.
Each word he forced out burned like it would rip his throat apart.
โWade, what the hellโฆ.โ
Clive didnโt even finish before Wadeโs breathing turned rough, ragged, frantic.
โWade! Wade, stay with me!โ
When Blair got the call, she rushed to Orica University with Russell and Howard, who had just returned from leave.
In the infirmary, they found Wade fast asleep, lying pale as a ghost while hooked to an IV drip.
Clive and Kyla sat worried at his bedside.
โDadโฆ Momโฆโ
Kylaโs face was swollen from crying and was drenched in tears. The second she saw Blair and the others, she threw herself into their arms like someone drowning, desperate for something to hold onto.
โWadeโฆ Wadeโฆโ
Blair hugged her tight, calming her. โKyla, breathe. Tell me what happened exactly?โ
Sniffling hard, struggling to speak through sobs, Kyla stammered, โWโWade went to see Tilda, and then he justโฆ he just collapsed.
โAnd earlier today, Tilda broke Wadeโs record. Wade mustโve been too stressed. Wadeโs always been so proudโฆ If Tilda said something cruel in her anger, if she cut him down with her wordsโฆ
โMom, Iโm so scared. What if something happens to Wade?โ
Clive frowned hard.
Something about Kylaโs words feltโฆ off.
But then the feeling quickly slipped away.
Because, really, what Kyla said sounded true.
Looking at her nowโcrying her eyes out, face red and blotchy, eyes swollen with grief, and voice shaking with fearโthere was no way it looked fake.
She had even rushed over right after hearing the news, skipping her class.
From every detail, it looked real and straight from the heart. She seemed genuinely worried about Wade.
Russell clenched his jaw, snapping at Clive. โClive, is this how it really happened? Exactly like Kyla said?!โ
โIโitโs mostly true, butโฆโ
โDamn it! Tilda!โ
Russell spun on his heel and stormed out of the infirmary.
โHoney, where are you going?โ
โWhere do you think? Iโm gonna make Tilda pay! She actually hurt Wade. Itโs unforgivable!โ
โHoney!โ
Not even Blair could stop him this time.
Because to a father, seeing his most gifted, most treasured son lying helpless on a hospital bed, pale and unconscious, with an IV in his arm, and knowing the one to blame was the daughter he already threw away, the child he hated most, no man could stay calm.
โThis is badโฆ Mom, Dadโs gone after Tilda. And when Dadโs angry, heโs terrifyingโhe might actually hurt her. Mom, please, you have to stop him! Iโll stay here and watch Wade. Heโll be fine with me.โ