Chapter 632 The Truth
Tilda picked up another box of tea from the table. Instead of fumbling with it like a beginner, she pinched a few leaves between her fingers and studied them.
โThis is Ridgewell Snowbud. Its fragrance is like nothing else โ rich, crisp, distinctive. Itโs the crown jewel of Ridgewell teas. The mountains there stay veiled in mist, the soil dark and fertile. When steeped, the buds rise upright in the cup, long and slender, their tips dusted with a fine white fuzz that looks like snow on orchids. Thatโs why people also call it Orchid Snow.
โAccording to legend, two princes once adored this tea, so it became popular among regular folks. Theyโre very rare and expensive, too. But for you, the Bellsโ fourth son, itโs just another cup.โ
โThat old title doesnโt mean much,โ Devin replied. โStill, youโre right โ I canโt shake the bloodline. No matter how far Iโve stepped from the Bells, Iโll always be Abramโs fourth son.โ
He lifted his cup of Silverwood Reserve, savoring it slowly, a faint smile with a trace of bitterness curving his lips.
โI never cared for this stuff before. When Judeโs mother โ the love of my life โ died in childbirth, I drifted from place to place, trying to outrun my grief. Along the way, I picked up habits and bits of knowledge that seemed pointless at the time.
โBut later, they mattered. Even the abbot at Serenity Abbey praised my tea and visited often. I asked him again and again to take me on as a student, but he always refused.
โIn time, I settled into this rhythm. When Iโm idle, I come here. I watch flowers bloom and fade, clouds drift by, and share tea with friends. Away from the Bells, away from the chaos, I donโt have to dwell on the past. It feels like peace.โ
Tilda tipped back her cup in one smooth motion, her eyes never leaving him. โYouโre nothing like the man Jude described โ or the rumors Iโve heard. So who are you really?โ
โYouโve probably been told I was a man who crumbled after his wife died, who became an empty shell, worthless and broken.
โAnd Judeโฆ I doubt he ever spoke well of me. I was a failure as a father, too weak to protect him. He has every reason to hate me. I gave him life, but nothing beyond that. I was cold as stone,โ
Devin glanced at her, his smile edged with self-mockery.
โIโve heard about you and Jude, Iโm glad he found someone like you. In some ways, you remind me of his mother.โ
Tildaโs lips curved faintly. โIf youโre being this candid, then donโt hold back. Tell me the truth. Judeโs been carrying that wound all these years because of your absence. Even if he wonโt admit it, I can feel it.โ
Devin didnโt reply right away. He poured tea, cup after cup, for her and for himself. By the fifth cup of Silverwood Reserve, he finally looked her straight in the eye and set his cup down.
โFrom the moment I learned about you and Jude, I wanted to meet you. But until now, I never had the chance. Maybe our meeting here was meant to happen. And youโre right โ at least with you, I wonโt pretend. Iโm not who the stories say I am.
โWhen Heidi, Judeโs mother, died in childbirth, it was like the world ended. My life was shattered. I lost my drive, my confidence, even the will to keep going.
โWhen she carried Jude, we dreamed about the future. After she was gone, none of it mattered. And worse โ I was too ambitious. In trying to seize control of the Bells, I made enemies inside DY Groupโs headquarters. My own brothers stood aside, waiting for me to collapse.โ
โI was like a crippled tiger, wounded and declawed. If I hadnโt withdrawn completely, I might not have lasted long. Even if I wasnโt forced out, I couldโve been โaccidentallyโ killed. And if I couldnโt even protect myself, how could I have protected Jude? He might not have lived to see adulthood.โ
Tilda listened in stunned silence, unable to speak at first. Then a thought hit her. โSoโฆ are you saying Judeโs grandmother took him in because of you?โ
Devin nodded. โYes. I begged her. She didnโt want me and my brothers tearing each other apart. But both she and my father knew the Bells and DY Group would collapse if none of us proved strong enough to lead. The fight for the top wasnโt just between brothers โ it was constant. Other branches of the family, allies waiting in the wingsโฆ all of them were circling, ready to strike.โ