โHe could understand why back then,โ Warren said with a smile. โYou were really beautiful. It made sense that Beth was worried about you and didnโt let anyone adopt you. There are a lot of perverts out there these days.โ
Abigail was the prettiest girl at the orphanage. Talent scouts often came around, hoping to bring her into the entertainment industry, but Beth always turned them down.
Beth had explained that, without a background or parents to protect her, Abigail would be vulnerable in that cutthroat world.
If something went wrong, the orphanage wouldnโt have the power to help her. And Abigail had always listened to Beth.
When Abigail arrived at Sebastianโs place, she found him lying on the couch with cats curled up beside him, quietly keeping him company while he watched TV.
โIโm home,โ Abigail announced, surprising herself with the words.
Sebastian sat up, still holding one of the cats. โRen told me the Gibson family members were all taken away. Youโre not planning to let them attend Mr. Wyatt Gibsonโs funeral?โ
โTheyโre probably just being questioned. As for the funeral, Iโll check with the police department when the time comes.โ Abigail settled onto the couch, and a cat immediately snuggled up against her.
Abigail picked up the cat curled beside her and watched the TV for a moment before speaking. โThank you for supporting me all those years. It allowed me to stay with Beth for so long.โ
Sebastian froze, his grip on the cat tightening involuntarily. The cat kicked at him in protest, and he quickly loosened his hold.
He cleared his throat softly. โHow did you find out?โ
โThatโs not what matters,โ Abigail said, looking directly into his eyes.
Sebastian nodded. โYouโre right.โ
His gaze wandered everywhere except to her face.
โYou started supporting me when I was three years old,โ Abigail continued, watching his profile intently. โNine whole years. Without you, I wouldnโt have even made it to middle school.โ
Sebastianโs Adamโs apple bobbed as he swallowed hard. His hands busied themselves petting the cats around them.
โWhen I was six, it was the first year after Mom left. My separation anxiety was severe. Grandpa showed me photos from lots of orphanages, but you were the only one who caught my eye.โ
โBecause I was pretty?โ Abigail asked.
Hearing the teasing note in her voice, Sebastian turned to face her. โMaking fun of me now?โ
โWarren told me I was very pretty back then,โ Abigail said with a hint of pride.
At the orphanage, Beth had often told her she was beautiful too. She remembered when it was time to leave Beth and go home, Beth had said that someone as pretty as her would surely be loved by her mother.
Abigail had held onto those words, filled with anticipation when she finally met Bianca.
But reality was nothing like Beth had promised.
Bianca didnโt like her. She looked down on her and constantly put her down. To Bianca, there was only one princess, and that was Daniella.
Slowly, Abigail began to believe she wasnโt pretty at all. She didnโt deserve beautiful things.
Whenever she bought pretty accessories, they always ended up on Daniellaโs head while Bianca fussed over her, praising her and taking photos.
Abigail would sit on the villa steps, watching from a distance as Bianca and Daniella shared their warm moments and happy laughter.
She gradually understood the truth. Everyone who said she was pretty had been lying to her. If she were really pretty, Bianca would love her, too.
Even now, remembering those days still hurt.
Sebastian looked into her eyes with complete honesty. โBack then, I didnโt know what pretty meant. I just knew you were like a star in the sky, glowing even in photographs.โ
A small smile tugged at Abigailโs lips. โAre you Clark?โ
Sebastianโs heart jolted. He was about to deny it when Abigail cut him off. โIf you lie to me and I find out later, Iโll never speak to you again.โ
โI came to see you,โ he said, changing the subject. But he didnโt deny it.
Abigail didnโt push further. Everyone had their secrets.
โWhen was that?โ Her eyes sparkled with curiosity.
โThe day after you refused to come to the orphanage,โ Sebastian said. โI begged Grandpa to take me to see you. I watched you through the classroom window.โ
It had been a spring day with gentle rain falling. Dorian stood beside him outside the window as they watched her sitting in class, listening intently to the teacher.
Abigail wore simple clothes, her hair in two small braids held by cheap pink butterfly clips.
He thought she looked like a little star, someone who naturally drew people in. But she didnโt want to come to the Robinson family to be his sister.
Back in the car, Dorian suggested they could sponsor her instead. It would be another way of staying connected.
So Sebastian began supporting her quietly from afar.
Beth would occasionally send him photos of Abigail. He watched her grow from a little girl into a young woman, from pigtails to a high ponytail.
Even after she went to live with the Gibson family, she still sent Beth selfies to let her know she was okay.
Sebastian would push James to ask Beth for more photos of her.
By high school, she had blossomed into a beautiful young woman.