Chapter 229: I Will Try My Best and Take Care of You Forever
โYou donโt have to worry about that. Just be a happy bride-to-be,โ Hannah said, though he wouldnโt tell Susan sheโd initially made a mistake with Manuelโs size. She knew Susan would marry Manuel.
โDamn bride-to-be!โ Susan raged, slamming down the phone.
Since agreeing to marry Manuel yesterday, sheโd been distraught, confined to her room, barely leaving her bed except to use the bathroom. Suicidal thoughts plagued her. She even fantasized about becoming a mummy before Manuel discovered her, hoping to scare him to death.
Then, an idea struck her. Excited, yet ambivalent, she considered the possibility of Manuel's genital injury due to his leg wound. Regardless, she resolved never to sleep with him, nor bear his child.
This seclusion lasted six days, a bleak and hopeless period. She wondered if Henry would call, if he'd overcome his difficulties to reach out. If he did, she'd refuse Manuel.
But Henry remained silent, neither calling nor posting on social media. She felt abandoned, her disappointment and desperation growing, despite knowing he acted for her own good.
Edward was discharged from the hospital on the third day, returning alone to Phillips Manor after finalizing his divorce from Justine. Susan had seen the papers; Justine received nothing. Susan wasn't sure if Edward would secretly provide for Justineโshe couldn't stop him if he didโbut she'd humiliated Justine, hoping to fuel Justine's hatred and inspire her to engineer a divorce between Susan and Manuel.
After Edwardโs discharge, they rarely spoke, their mutual animosity palpable. Susan hated Edward for abandoning her mother after meeting Justine; Edward hated Susan for breaking him and Justine up. The rift between them widened.
On the fifth night, unable to sleep the night before her wedding, Susan considered running away, but lacked the courage.
A knock came. She refused to answer, wanting no contact, especially no unwanted reassurance. Others were oblivious to her distress; how could they claim to know what was best for her?
โSusan, itโs Dad,โ Edwardโs voice called from outside.
Susan hesitated.
โJust a few words,โ Edward said, clearly aware she was awake.
Impatient, but complying, Susan opened the door.
โYouโre getting married tomorrow,โ Edward stated.
โI donโt need reminding. Iโve promised, and I wonโt back out.โ
โAfter the wedding, youโll be a wife,โ Edward continued, ignoring her sharpness. โDonโt try to persuade me to be nice to Manuel, or even to have a baby. Iโll never do that!โ Susan retorted.
Their bond had weakened since their motherโs death.
โHere, this has been in our family for generations,โ Edward said, producing a box.
Susan was shocked, expecting Justine to have sent him to persuade her.
โYour grandmother gave it to your mother. When we divorced, your mother returned it to me,โ Edward explained. โToday, I can finally give it to you.โ
Susanโs throat tightened. She asked, โCan I still be considered a member of your family?โ She believed he was desperate to disown her.
โYou silly girl,โ Edward said, touching her hair. โYouโre my daughter. Nothing can change that.โ
His words unexpectedly moved her, though she attributed it to her own kindness, not his actions.
โIโll help you put it on,โ he said, opening the box and fastening a piece of jewelry around her neck. For once, she didn't resist.
โOur ancestors will bless you in heaven,โ Edward murmured.
Susan remained silent, but accepted his kindness.
โGo to bed early. Youโll have a tiring day tomorrow,โ Edward said, departing. He knew he couldnโt rush things; Hannah had been rightโtheir conflict stemmed from poor communication and insecurity. Susan wasn't bad; showing genuine care would change her.
Edward felt responsible. Regardless of his reasons for divorcing her mother, heโd failed her during her illness, causing their estrangement. He wanted to devote himself to Susan while Justine was gone.
Watching Edward leave, Susan noticed his graying hair. His recent collapse had aged him.
Closing the door, Susan touched the cold jewel. She couldn't believe she'd accepted his gift, considering their estrangement inevitable after the wedding. She hadn't expected him to initiate contact. This frustrated her.
She picked up her phone, seeking distraction. A new message from Manuel appeared. She clicked to delete it, but saw the message: โIโll try my best and take care of you for the rest of my life.โ
Susan deleted it instantly, feeling a surge of revulsion.