The gray light of dawn was filtering through the pack house as I entered Morwenโs cottage. The scent of herbs and incense clung heavy in the air, combined with the acid bite of burned candles.
I sighed as I recalled my encounter with Dane earlier this morning, even though he had asked me to leave. I could see in his eyes that he wanted me to stay with him, but even as I saw the longing in his eyes, I also saw the fear in them. I had left. But, I promised to go back soon; I must save him. I pushed those thoughts off my mind and raised my gaze to see Morwen standing at her workbench, her back to me, grinding something in a stone mortar. She didnโt turn, but said, โI was wondering when youโd come to me.โ
โHow the fuck did youโฆ?โ I started, but she cut me off with a wave of her hand, her curls bouncing as she turned.
โYouโve been radiating energy like a bonfire in the woods. Even the cats are on edge,โ she said, gesturing to a sleek black feline that glared at me from its perch by the window.
I took a steadying breath. โI had another dream. About the silver figure.โ
At this, Morwenโs hazel eyes narrowed, and she set down the mortar. โTell me everything.โ
I told her everything: how it pulsed with light, how I felt myself being drawn to it, and finally, the unmistakable vision of Dane.
Morwen listened, her face impossible to read, her hands clasped tightly in front of her. When I finished, she turned away, pacing the tiny space. โThis is no ordinary dream,โ she muttered.
โThat much I gathered,โ I replied dryly.
She shot me a look. โIโm serious, Aurora. This dream. Itโs a message. Or rather, a warning.โ
My stomach churned. โA warning about what?โ
Morwen stopped pacing and turned to me, her face unusually grave. โTransformation.โ
The word hung in the air. โWhat kind of transformation?โ I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
She reached up onto a shelf and pulled down an old-looking, thick, leather-bound book. She opened the book, saying as she flipped through its pages, โThe moon goddess works in mysteries and cycles, Aurora. Your connection to her is deepening, more than it should for a wolf without a true wolf spirit. Itโs as if sheโs preparing you for something monumental.โ
โLike what?โ I pressed, frustration seeping into my tone.
Morwenโs fingers paused on one page filled with intricate diagrams. โThe kind of transformation that alters everything. Your dreams of the silver figure are a crossing point. To defeat the Nameless, you may need to become somethingโฆmore.โ
I swallowed hard. โWhat does that mean? What would I become?โ
Her eyes met mine, filled with a mixture of pity and warning. โI donโt know. But the transformation of this magnitude always comes at a cost.โ
A cold weight settled in my chest. โWhat kind of cost?โ
โThat depends on the goddessโs will. It could be your power, your identityโฆโ She hesitated before adding softly, โOr your life.โ
I collapsed onto the nearest chair, my legs giving way beneath me. The pearl pendant at my throat hummed softly, its note almost musical, seeming to vibrate with the import of her words.
โI wonโt be able to walk away from this,โ I said finally after an eternity of silence. โIf this change is the only way to save Dane, to defeat the Nameless, then I have to welcome it. Whatever the cost.โ
Morwen regarded me for a moment, her eyes probing. โYou are stronger than most, Aurora. But sometimes even that is not enough.โ
โWhat else is there?โ I pressed her.
She sighed and moved closer, placing a hand on my shoulder. โFaith. And trust in yourself.โ
I laughed bitterly. โTrust in myself? Thatโs easy to say when I donโt even know who or what Iโm becoming.โ
โThe goddess sees you,โ Morwen said firmly. โYou canโt even see yourself yet.โ
It seemed her words were meant to comfort me, but I only felt worse. I nodded, trying to steady the storm of emotions swirling inside me.
โWhat should I do next?โ
โPrepare,โ she said simply. โThe dreams will guide you, but you must be ready to act when the time comes. And Auroraโฆโ
โYes?โ
โBe careful. The Nameless is bound to sense the change in you. Heโll try to stop it.โ
I closed my fingers over the pearl pendant. โLet him try.โ
Later that night, I sat in my chambers, alone, the journal my mother had left me open on the desk before me. Words upon words no longer read like some sort of cipher language; they were alive, ran into my mind like a wave of the oceanโas if theyโd always been there.
One passage jumped out:
โThe silver light is both the key and the guardian. It binds the chosen to the will of the goddess, but only those who embrace their true selves can wield it.โ
I ran my fingers over the words, feeling a shiver run down my spine. The silver figure in my dreams wasnโt just a guide; it was a part of me, something I had yet to fully understand.
A knock at the door broke my concentration.
โCome in,โ I called, closing the journal quickly.
Evelyn stepped inside, her expression cautious. โYou wanted to see me?โ
I gestured for her to sit. โI need your help again. Somethingโs happening to me, Evelyn. Something I donโt fully understand.โ
She sat across from me, her posture tense. โIs this about the dreams?โ
โYes,โ I admitted. โAnd more. Morwen thinks Iโm on the verge of some kind of transformation, one that could be the key to defeating the Nameless. Butโฆโ
โBut it could destroy you,โ she finished, her voice quiet.
I nodded. โExactly.โ
Evelyn leaned back, studying me. โAnd youโre willing to take that risk?โ
โFor Dane. For the pack. For our world,โ I said firmly.
She sighed, running a hand through her hair. โYouโre insane, you know that?โ
โProbably,โ I said with a faint smile.
She leaned forward after a moment, her face serious. โWhatever happens, youโre not facing it alone. You have me. You have the pack.โ
The weight of what lay ahead still pressed heavily on my shoulders, but her words warmed something inside me.
โThank you,โ I said softly.
Evelyn rose, placing her hand briefly on my shoulder. โGet some rest, Aurora. Youโll need it.โ
I nodded. But how can I sleep knowing so much?
When she had gone, I turned back to the journal, the impression of the silver figure remaining in my mind like a whispered promise.
The change was coming.