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I sat in my cell, feeling the sick glow of its walls pulse in time with the pounding of my head. Heavy, my limbs were dead. It was as if even my body was too much for me to handle, too much weight in the world.
Then the air changed. Chilled and different, the weight of the Nameless filled the air. He laughed low, and twisted my stomach.
โAh, Dane,โ his voice disturbed my ears. โShall we begin?โ
I didnโt answer. My jaw was held tight, face fixed into the burning shadows in front of me.
โYouโve held up admirably,โ the Nameless went on, his voice showing mockery. โBut no one resists me forever. Letโs see how far you can bend before you break.โ
It darkened and darkened, until it swallowed me whole. And then, the memories started.
Memory One: The Day I Lost My Family
I was back in the woods behind my childhood home. Heavy smoke filled the air; the sharp smell of burning wood and flesh suffocating.
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โDane!โ my motherโs voice came in panicked desperation.
I ran toward the sound because heavy legs, like moving through quicksand, flamed around me, the screams of my pack everywhere.
I found her at the edge of the clearing. Her body was laying over my younger sister. Soaked in blood, her dress was covered and her breathing shallow.
โRun,โ she whispered, eyes glassy yet fierce, โRun, and donโt look back.โ
Frozen, my heart pounding in my ears, I said, โNo, I can save you!โ
โYou canโt,โ she said, her voice shattered. โDane, please. Protect her.โ
But before I even had time to move, the shadow creatures descended โ ripping through the scene with ruthless efficiency. I screamed, but no sound came forth.
The memory dissolved, leaving me gasping in the present. My hands shook, fists clenched.
โYou failed them,โ the Nameless whispered, a voice of venom in my ear. โYou let them die.โ
โShut up!โ I shouted low and harsh and weak.
Chapter 196 Memory Two: The Betrayal of Aurora
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The scene changed, shifting, and I was on a cliff, moonlight casting long shadows in the rough ground. Aurora stood before me, her eyes wide with betrayal.
โYou promised,โ she whispered, her voice breaking. โYou said you would never let anything hurt me.โ
โI had no choice!โ I screamed, my voice shattering.
โYou had a choice,โ she said, and her voice was as cold as ice. โAnd you chose yourself.โ
Heavy with the weight of truth, her words fell hard against my chest. I reached out to her, but she was gone into the night, in darkness where no moon came.
โSee?โ said the Nameless. โEven she can see you are a failure.โ
I willed myself to breathe, closing my eyes. โThis isnโt real,โ I muttered. โThis isnโt real.โ
Memory Three: The Children
I was in the Broken Ridge packhouse, surrounded by laughing children. My twins ran up to me, jumping from ear to ear.
โDaddy!โ they chorused, holding my hands between their small palms.
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I bent down and swept them into my embrace. They felt so real because of their warmth and their laughter.
Then, darkness. Their laughter turned into screams as their small bodies were pulled from my hold.
โNo!โ I roared after them.
The shadows enveloped them and their wails went out of earshot. I fell onto my knees, weeping without control.
โYou could never save them either,โ the Nameless said with his tone filled with satisfaction.
Memory Four: The Chains of the Nameless
I could barely breathe before another memory came crashing down on me.
This was another memory. It hadnโt been from my past โ it was now.
I was back in the Namelessโs lair, the chains glowing bright against my skin. The weight of them pressed me into the ground, their energy sapping every ounce of strength that I had.
โWhy do you fight?โ the Nameless asked, his shadow wylform growing over me. โYou will never win.โ
I looked up at him, my vision blurred from tears, from exhaustion. โBecause I have to,โ I whispered. โBecause they need me.โ Chapter 196 He laughed; his voice was deep, a threatening sound that seemed to echo through the chamber.
โYouโre nothing but a pawn,โ he said. โA weak and broken pawn.โ
โYou thought I will keep on chasing you, no, Iโm too smart and omniscient for that.โ
Then โ something changed.
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And so it had to be, for the Nameless still laughed in my brain, a light shone faintly there in that part of the room, soft, hardly to be discerned, yet an invitation.
I crawled there, every movement an effort. I reached and it shone brighter; its warmth cut through cold darkness.
The chains at my wrists and ankles stirred and flared in a wild display of runes before dimming again as I approached it.
Light wrapped itself around me, and I was standing in a huge, moon-drenched meadow.
There was a figure before me. Her hair rolled down her back like a fall of silver, and her eyes shone with soft, ethereal light.
โWho are you?โ I called โ my voice shaking.
She smiled wistfully, and in her eyes deep sadness showed. โI am a part of you, Dane. A part youโve long forgotten.โ
Chapter 196 โWhat do you mean?โ I asked, my heart shaking in my chest.
โYou carry within you the essence of the Moon Goddess,โ she said easily. โHer strength runs through your veins.โ
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The idea was so wild and ridiculous that, whirling, I stumbled a backward step. Impossible. I am butโฆ
โYou are more than you know,โ she cut in, her tone even. โBut the Nameless fears you because of that. He wants to break you because he understands what you are capable of.โ
Ironically, it was she who instilled in me that sense of hope and dread. For if she were right, then there was still a chance, remote though it was, meaning that I could still strive for it and somehow make it through.
โWhat am I to do?โ
โBelieve in yourself,โ she said, and her voice was immediately so far. โAnd remember, you are not alone.โ
The light was gone, and I stood back inside the cell. The chains still clung to me, but somehow their weight felt a little less than before.
I clenched my fists as resolution burned inside me.
The Nameless laughed again, and this time it didnโt shatter me.
Chapter 196 I muttered, โIโll show you, Iโll show you what I am capable of.โ