Chapter 282
Piper was observant, always had been, with bright eyes that caught every little detail, every inconsistency. And she wasnโt just asking questions; she was relentless. Nothing seemed to stop her. Most of the time, she appeared to poke her nose into other people's affairs, and today was no exception.
I had sensed problems between her and Lila today during trainingโnothing overt, but there was a flicker of unease in Piperโs sharp comments and Lilaโs evasive responses that belied their composure.
โAre you going to just keep staring?โ Piper snapped, irritation lacing her tone as she caught me watching.
โMaybe Iโm just wondering how you always find the energy to keep tabs on everyone,โ I shot back, trying to lighten the mood.
โSomeone has to,โ she said, turning away and refocusing on Lila, who was pointedly avoiding our conversation.
Neither of them had fallen because of me. Now, my most important task was justifying myself. If only I could execute a successful hunt, maybe then I could silence the lingering whispers in my mind. It wasnโt easy to convince wolves to join me. The first few I approached refused outright.
โWhy would we trust you to lead anything?โ one said, crossing his arms.
โLook, I know Iโve messed up,โ I said, trying to maintain an even tone while frustration simmered within me. โItโs not about me. Itโs about the pack. We need this hunt.โ
Another wolf snorted. โAnd if something goes wrong, who takes the blame? Not you, I bet.โ
โIโll take full responsibility,โ I replied firmly. โBut Iโm asking you to give me a chance. Let me show you I can contribute.โ
There were some murmurs, but finally, a few relented. โOne chance, Rowan,โ said one. โDonโt screw it up.โ
The hunt itself went better than Iโd expected. We returned with enough game to fill the packhouse, and for the first time, I saw approval in their eyes.
โNot bad,โ one of them said grudgingly as we unloaded the haul.
โThanks,โ I said, keeping my relief hidden.
Later, while putting some supplies away in the archives, my hand came into contact with something strange: a piece of paper sticking out from beneath a pile of old ledgers. Curious, I tugged it out and unfolded it. It was a map, old and faded, with strange symbols scattered across it. None of them made any sense to me, but something about it felt important.
I took it into Auroraโs study, where she was currently working on paperwork. โFound this while rummaging through supplies,โ I said, handing her the map.
She took one look, and her composure vanished. The warmth in her demeanor was replaced with something far from concernโfear, perhaps?
โWhere did you find this?โ Her voice was steady, but tense.
โIn the archives,โ I said. โWhat do the symbols mean?โ
She folded the map carefully and laid it aside. โItโs nothing you need to concern yourself with.โ
My dismissal only fueled my curiosity. โAurora, it pertains to the pack, which means I should know.โ
She hesitated a moment, but her eyes locked onto mine. โSometimes, Rowan, some things should be left alone. Focus on the present.โ
Her words stung my pride, but I nodded. โIf thatโs what you say.โ
But it was the unease that lingered long after Iโd left. What wasnโt she saying?
That evening, I waited for Lila to be alone. She was just steps from the packhouse when I intercepted her: โWe have to talk.โ
She froze; then her eyes met mine, guarded. โAbout what?โ
โYour disappearing during the night,โ I said flatly, โWhat are you doing?โ
Lilaโs eyes darted sideways, as if trying to escape. โI donโt know what youโre talking about.โ
โWell,โ I said. My voice came out harsher than intended. โIโve noticed, and Piper has too. What are you hiding?โ
Her lips tightened, and for a moment, I didnโt think sheโd answer. Finally, she said, โIโm not hiding anything,โ but the fear in her voice betrayed her.
โLila, I want to trust you,โ I said, stepping closer. โBut I wonโt be able to if you keep shutting me out.โ
Her defenses began to crumble. โRowan, itโs complicated.โ
โThen uncomplicate it,โ I pressed. โTell me the truth.โ
She sighed, a shaky exhalation; the movement of her shoulders showed she was weary. โItโs Calla,โ she breathed, softly. โSheโs blackmailing me.โ
My gut twisted. โWhy? What does she want?โ
Lila faltered as tears welled in her eyes. โTo destroy the pack,โ she said finally. โAnd sheโs using me to do it.โ
The weight and judgment in her words hung heavy in the air between us, and I didnโt know whether to show anger or pity.
Her words sent a chill down my spine. โYouโre telling me Calla is out there pulling strings, and youโve been helping her?โ My voice was low, but the accusation burned with every word.
Lila flinched. โItโs not like that, Rowan. She has something on me, something from my past.โ
โWhat could be so bad that youโd betray the pack?โ I exploded.
โItโs not betrayal!โ she spat, her voice cracking. โI didnโt have a choice! She threatened to tell everyone what I did before I joined the pack. If you knewโฆ if they all knew, Iโd lose everything.โ
I stepped back, my head reeling. โAnd what of that now? You surely donโt believe this secret of yours is worth the safety of every human and wolf who walks within this compound?โ
โI tried to fix it,โ she said, desperation creeping into her tone. โI didnโt want anyone to get hurt. But Callaโฆ she doesnโt care about that. She only wants chaos.โ
I shook my head. โYou should have come to me. To Aurora. Anyone. We could have helped you.โ
Lila gave a harsh, mirthless laugh. โHelp me? How? Iโve seen what happens to people who mess up here. Do you think Aurora or Dane would ever forgive me?โ
โYou donโt know that,โ I said, softening. โBut if you keep this up, there wonโt be anything left to forgive.โ
She looked down, shaking. โI donโt know what to do, Rowan.โ
โYou start by being honest,โ I said, firmly. โNo more hiding. No more excuses. You have to tell Aurora everything.โ
Her eyes widened with panic. โI canโt. Sheโllโฆโ
โSheโll listen,โ I said, cutting her off. โSheโs fair. But if you donโt come clean, this is only going to get worse.โ
She said nothing for a long moment, her eyes darting around, the struggle playing across her face as she searched for an escape. Then finally, she nodded; her voice was barely a whisper. โOkay. But not yet. Please, Rowan. Give me a bit more time to try and make sense of all this.โ
I hesitated. โTimeโs running out, Lila. And if you donโt tell her soon, then I will.โ
Her tone was a soft whisper as I turned to leave. โRowanโฆ thank you.โ