Chapter 310
Carly met my eyes, and she sniffled. โWhat will you call me?โ
I froze. โWell, I havenโt thought about it. Iโve called you a few names, but that isnโt fair to you either.โ I looked around the table. โWhat would you like us to call you?โ
She looked at her hands. โDaddy called me pup. Or baby girl.โ I nodded when she looked up, but she worried at her lip.
โWe can call you other things,โ I offered.
She shot up, raising her hands and waving them. โNo, no, no, no.โ She whipped her head back and forth.
I grabbed for her hands, worried that she would slip from the chair. โSweet pea, itโs okay.โ I slid my hand to her cheek. โIf you want us to call you pup or baby girl so it helps you remember your daddy, we will. If you want us to come up with different nicknames so that only your dad called you those two, we can do that too. Whatever you want, we will do.โ
Toya stood and came over to her chair, kneeling. โIf you want Amy to call you certain names, and the rest of us something else, we can do that too.โ She reached for her hand. โWe will do whatever makes you feel more comfortable with us. We are going to be here with you and Amy as long as you need help.โ She smiled up at her. โTell us what you would like, little one. You donโt have to worry about our feelings.โ
Carly looked around the table and then settled on me. โDo I have to decide right now?โ
I shook my head. โNo baby, you donโt. But if at any time what we say makes you feel bad or uncomfortable, talk to usโฆokay?โ She nodded, and I leaned over and kissed her temple.
Toya stood and kissed her other side. โEat, cub. Then we can say goodbye to your father.โ She turned and went back to her chair as Carly settled back into her own. She dug back into her food as I turned to look at the girls.
โIs your place packed up?โ I asked Toya. Wendy nodded.
โYeah, we finished it the other day.โ She picked up her plate to carry it out to the kitchen. โMy stuff was sent back to my momโs, but Toyaโs is still waiting there.โ I nodded. โBut I will need some of my stuff.โ She came back into the room.
Hanna and Micca looked at each other. โOur stuff was sent back to our packs.โ
I nodded. โMost of my stuff was sent back to my pack, but I have my presents and some stuff left in the penthouse.โ I sighed. โTrying to get our stuff here is going to take magic.โ I grabbed my plate and brought it to the kitchen.
โWe will figure it out.โ Toya followed me in. Carly was right behind her. โLet Wendy and I figure out some things. Take our girl to say goodbye.โ
I nodded and grabbed a paper towel and got it wet. I turned to face Carly and wiped her face down. โThere.โ
โWhat?โ She looked up at me with big brown eyes.
โYou are perfect.โ I pinched her cheek, earning a smile. โNow, letโs go see daddy.โ I held out my hand, and together we slipped out the back door. We walked down the porch, then Carly slipped her hand out of mine and ran to the side of the house. โWhat are you doing?โ I followed.
โIโm picking daddy flowers.โ She crouched over some lilac bushes. There were clusters of buds, but not one bloom. โThese are his favorites. He said mommy smelled like them.โ She trailed her fingers over the closed buds. โI wish they were open.โ She looked at me and I smiled.
Chapter 310
I pulled my power to my fingers, and I trailed my hands over the bush, awakening it, making it grow, bloom, and thrive. I snapped full stalks off and pushed my power into the ends.
โWhat are you doing?โ Carly watched with wide eyes.
โYou said you wanted to plant flowers with your dad, right? Do you think he will like these?โ I waved the bundle in my hands, and her face lit up.
โHe can sleep under the moon and smell mommy every day.โ I nodded with a smile. โItโs perfect.โ She held her hands open, and I placed the stalks of lilac in them.
โYou have to be careful. We want them to have the best chance to grow.โ I held my hand open for her and she slipped her hand in mine. Together, we walked to the big elm at the back of the property.
โDaddy loved it here. We used to have picnics here while we built the cabin,โ Carly mumbled as her eyes fell on the freshly dug dirt. I walked up next to the grave and knelt down. I dug my fingers down and created a small hole for the lilac to rest, and turned to Carly.
โHey Carl. I brought Carly to say goodbye.โ I took the lilac from her and planted it. โShe thought these would be the best choice.โ Her sniffles broke my heart.
โHi Daddy.โ Her tiny voice broke me.
โHey baby girl.โ