The goddess shook her head. โYou saved yourself,โ she said, leaning down to press a kiss to his forehead. Then, turning to the others, she declared, โYou are all devoted to my path, or the path of my sisters and brothers.โ She looked at Toyaโs father. โYour daughter has done well and will be rewarded if she survives the final battle.โ
He swallowed, instantly alert. โIt?โ
The goddess offered a sad smile. โI cannot see the future. I just lay the path.โ
Thoth shifted, and she turned to face him. โHiding behind a mask cannot change anything.โ His head snapped up.
โMe?โ His voice was confused.
She chuckled. โWho else is wearing a mask but you?โ
Thoth scratched his head. โNo one.โ
โExactly,โ she said, walking to him and leaning down. โYou hide yourself to protect yourself, but you are only keeping yourself away from what could be. You are hiding away, and I am worried you will miss your chance. If you donโt confess the truthโall of itโthen you will miss the thing you want most in this world.โ
Thoth swallowed. โBut what if I mess up again?โ
She shrugged. โThen you mess up. But holding back wonโt do you any good.โ
She turned. โStay on the path, or donโt. It is up to you all.โ Then I was back. I staggered, and Thoth steadied me.
โAre you okay?โ His question was soft.
โYeah,โ I replied, patting his hand. A spark jumped between our skin. I furrowed my brow as I pulled away, turning back to the others. โSo, Iโm sure you have questions.โ I tried to smile, but it felt forced.
The others stared at me. โThat was the goddess,โ Alpha Chris said, pale.
I nodded. โYes.โ
โCould that have been magic?โ Alpha Tim asked, looking at the others, who all shrugged.
I blew out a breath. โMagic can do a lot,โ I said, smiling. โI can change my appearance, I can change how I sound, but there is one thing forbidden.โ
My father nodded. โItโs forbidden to imitate a celestial.โ
I nodded. โIf anyone pretends to be a goddess in any way, they will lose their blessingsโmagic, shifting, or whatever else was gifted. Rank, power, auraโall stripped instantly.โ
Toyaโs father shook his head. โThere is no way that was faked.โ He looked at the others. โI have felt the moon goddess before. I know you have too.โ The others nodded. โI need you to look at me and tell me that what you felt was not the goddess.โ
Tim looked away. โShe felt like the goddess, but I just wanted to offer any other explanation.โ
I nodded. โThatโs fair. But I want to ask a question.โ I tilted my head at him.
He met my stare and nodded. โOkay.โ
โSince you have come into this office, you and a few others seem to be almost against my father,โ I said, everyone snapping their attention to me. โHe saved your pack from death, made sure you had places to live. He took care of you and welcomed you into his confidence, while still giving you the dignity and reverence deserving of an alpha. When there was yet another attack meant to kill everyone here, he took you to our sacred meeting placeโsomewhere no one outside of our pack has ever been. Yet you still question him. Why?โ
The question hung in the air. Alpha Tim looked at the others, his gaze flitting from one to the next. โItโs not like that?โ he finally spoke up.
Thoth stood, silently coming to stand behind me in support. โIt is like that,โ he stated, looking around the room. โI have met with you multiple times, and every time I see some pushback. When Gavin leaves, there are always some murmurs. I bit my tongue because Gavin asked me to, but Amy is right. After everything he has done for you, for your packs, you still act like this. Why?โ
Toyaโs father stood and spun on the others. โI have kept quiet for peace, but the Macleans have been nothing short of saviors for my pack. My wolves look up to their example.โ He turned to my father and bowed. โI should have said something earlier.โ
โYou have, Broderick,โ my father replied, his voice a little tired.
โI have spoken to you about it all, yes, but I should have said my peace to the others long before this,โ Toyaโs father continued, spinning to face the men. โYou mumble about Gavin taking our power, our pack, but he has never tried. You mumble about being weak alphas, and you are correct. We are weak alphas, but that is not Gavinโs fault.โ
I stepped over to Toyaโs father. โNot weak.โ He turned to me with soft eyes. I shook my head. โNever weak alphas. You are just new. Your packs are small, but we will help you become stronger.โ