This obedience wasnโt an act, nor was it manipulation. In front of people as kind as the Ludwigs, Ivy was more than willing to be the perfect daughter-in-lawโit was the least she could do to bring some pride to Jamison. She saved her sharp edges and wit for outsiders and adversaries.
Adela Ludwig had always been dissatisfied with Ivyโs slender, fragile frame. Now, hearing that Ivy had fainted yesterday left her even more displeased. โGirls these daysโalways obsessed with appearances, forever dieting. Just look at you, so thin and pale. How are you supposed to carry a child like this?โ
Ivy fell silent.
Adela pressed on, โYou and Jamison arenโt getting any youngerโฆ Iโve been wanting to say this for days, but Jamison keeps stopping me. I have nothing against your studies, but itโs hardly shocking for a college woman to have a baby these days. Itโs time to start planningโโ
Despite her frail health, Adela seemed to gain a burst of energy the moment the topic of grandchildren came up.
Jamison hadnโt expected his mother, even while bedridden, to still be so fixated on this. He tried to deflect, โMom, you really should get some rest. Worry about your health firstโeverything else can wait.โ
But Adela shot him a look. โIf you two gave me a grandchild, Iโd be so overjoyed Iโd probably recover overnight.โ
โHaving a baby isnโt as easy as a hen laying an egg, you know. It doesnโt just happen after a few clucks.โ Jamisonโs remark drew muffled laughter from Thad and his wife.
Adelaโs expression soured. โWell, why donโt you two give it a try first? Iโd be delighted if you did.โ
Ivy stood quietly to the side, unable to get a word in. She had never imagined that visiting the hospital to see the old lady would turn into such a relentless campaign for grandchildren. But she knew she couldnโt have children. Which meant all this pressure would fall squarely on Jamison.
Last night, Dr. Quinnโs words echoed in her mind. She asked herselfโcould she really, in good conscience, refuse to have children and just enjoy a childless life? She honestly didnโt mind, but the Ludwigs would be disappointed, and Jamison would bear the brunt of it. If she didnโt want him to shoulder that burden, sheโd have to speak up.
โMom, about having childrenโโ Ivy began, bracing herself to admit the truth about her condition.
But before she could finish, Jamison jumped in, his words leaving everyone in shock. โWe canโt have children.โ
What?
Every head turned toward him, faces full of confusion and disbelief. Jamison looked at his mother, his handsome features suddenly clouded with seriousness. He reached up and rubbed his nose, as if trying to hide his discomfort.
Ivy froze, thinking he was about to tell them the real reason. But what he said next stunned her.
โItโs me,โ Jamison continued after a short pause. โIโm the problem. I canโt have kids, so please donโt blame Ivy.โ
โWhat?โ Even Thad, usually calm and composed, couldnโt hide his shock. โWhat do you mean, you canโt have kids? Is something wrong with you?โ
Ivyโs eyelashes fluttered as she stared at him, just as stunned. Was this true? Was he telling this outrageous lie just to stop his familyโs constant pressure? Or was there something heโd never told her?
Adela, already weak, grew agitated, her heart rate picking up. โYouโexplain yourselfโโ
Thad quickly moved to calm his mother, then urged his younger brother, โJamison, say it plainly. Whatโs wrong with you? Momโs health canโt take a scare right now.โ