Ivy lifted her chin onto his shoulder, her arms slipping under his and wrapping around his lean, freshly showered body. โStop messing around,โ she murmured, โmy period isnโt over yet.โ
Jamison glanced up at her, handsome features tinged with surprise. โStill not done?โ
She nodded. โMaybe itโs the new meds Iโm on. I mean, it doesnโt hurt as much as before, but itโs lasting longer.โ
โCould be. Iโll ask Professor Penn about it tomorrow.โ
โOkay.โ
Even if they couldnโt be properly intimate, there was no escaping the kisses and embraces that followed.
Jamison pulled her closer, kissing her deeply. He guided her hand downward, and Ivy instantly flushed, whispering, โWaitโฆ turn off the lights.โ
He freed a hand to flick the switch, plunging the spacious bedroom into darkness, letting the cover of night soften her embarrassment.
But just as things were heating up, a sudden pounding rattled the bedroom door.
โUncle Jamie, open up! Aunt Ivy, are you guys asleep?โ
โUncle Jamie, whyโd you lock the door? You promised you wouldnโt-!โ
The two of them, lost in the rare comfort of each otherโs arms, were jolted back to reality. They both looked toward the door, startled.
Jamison ground his teeth in frustration. โHalley, if you donโt quiet down, Iโm sending you home with the driver!โ
โYouโre so mean, Uncle Jamie! You promised I could sleep with you guys tonight!โ
Before Halley could start banging again, a housekeeper hurried over, soothing him in a gentle voice. โCome on, Master Hal, letโs go back to your room. Your uncle and auntโs bed isnโt big enough for three.โ
โBut I can sleep on the couch! Iโm little, the couch is fine for me!โ Halley shot back, ready to pound on the door again, but the housekeeper scooped him up and carried him away.
Peace finally returned to the hallway, but Ivyโs romantic mood had vanished.
Jamison, too, lost his momentum. He flopped down beside Ivy and muttered by her ear, grumbling, โHonestly, not having kids sounds pretty nice right about now.โ
Ivy stifled a laugh, knowing exactly what he meant.
The next morning, Halley woke up sulking, refusing even to touch his breakfast.
Danny arranged for the driver to take him to preschool, but the little guy wouldnโt budge, lips still stubbornly pursed.
Then Jamison came downstairs.
โCome on, eat your breakfast. Aunt Ivy and I will drive you to preschool today.โ
Halley shot him a suspicious look. โYouโre lying, Uncle Jamie. I donโt believe you.โ
โPromise. Cross my heart, hope to die.โ Jamison, usually so reserved, resorted to childish pledges to coax his nephew.
Ivy followed behind, a little embarrassed but unable to hide her smile.
But Halley was a sucker for his uncleโs promises; he jumped off the couch and dashed to the dining room to eat.
Ivy didnโt need to rush back to campus โ she had to stop by Golden Maple Estate first to deal with the Windsors.
Jamison decided to go with her.
So, they took a slight detour and dropped Halley off at preschool together.
At the entrance, Halley had already forgotten his earlier grudge. As he walked through the gate, he turned to the security guard and proudly introduced, โSir, this is my uncle and aunt. Theyโre taking me to school today!โ
He spotted his teacher and couldnโt help but show off again: โMiss, these are my uncle and aunt. They love me the most!โ
Not missing a beat, when he ran into a classmate, he grabbed the kidโs hand and bragged, โEvan, this is my uncle and aunt. Arenโt they just the coolest?โ
Ivy considered herself pretty outgoing, but at this moment, Halleyโs fearless social energy made her want to hide behind her purse.
Finally, with the little whirlwind safely dropped off, she all but fled back to the car, letting out a long breath of relief.
Jamison watched her and chuckled. โRegretting letting him stay over last night?โ
Ivy shook her head with a wry smile, fastening her seatbelt. โWho does he take after, anyway?โ
โNo idea. Maybe some kind of genetic anomaly,โ he replied.
Ivy scrunched her nose and shook her head again. โDidnโt your brother say he was just like you as a kid? What if we ever have kids โ do you think weโd end up with one like that?โ
She couldnโt help imagining: โIf itโs a boy, I guess weโd just have a headache. But if itโs a girl with that kind of personalityโฆโ
She didnโt finish, but the implication was clear โ a daughter like that might be more than they could handle.
Jamison followed her train of thought, grinning. โIf we had a girl like that, Iโd be glad โ she wouldnโt let anyone push her around.โ
โYou want a daughter?โ Ivy turned to look at him.
He almost said, As long as itโs yours, Iโll love them no matter what โ but changed tack at the last second.
โI donโt want kids. Too much trouble, too hard to raise.โ
Ivy gazed out the window, then murmured, โI think itโd be kind of fun, actually. Having a kid to play with.โ
Jamison laughed. โPlay with? You think kids are toys?โ
โPretty much,โ she teased.
Dr. Ludwig, who had overheard their banter, couldnโt help chiming in. โIf youโre bored, we have two cats at home you can play with as much as you like.โ
โItโs not the same,โ Ivy replied. โCats just depend on people. Theyโre simple, straightforward. Kids, though โ they can connect with you, really connect. Thereโs joy and sadness, anger and laughter. Itโs life colliding with life, and maybe thatโs how we become better versions of ourselvesโฆโ
As she spoke, Ivyโs voice grew softer, thoughtful, as if she were half comforting herself.
For a long time, sheโd been convinced she wouldnโt make a good mother โ afraid sheโd inherited the Windsor familyโs flaws, and with her health, figured it was better not to have children at all.
But the more time she spent with Halley, the more she found herself drawn to this bright, lively little soul. She discovered a new side of herself and came to appreciate the warmth of family in a way she hadnโt before.
Her old beliefs were starting to shift.
Maybe, someday, sheโd want to bring a child into the world โ one that was hers, and his.
She just wondered if, when that day came, fate would allow it.
Jamison glanced at her. She had fallen silent again, staring out the window as the morning sun poured through the glass, illuminating her face โ chasing away, for the moment, the shadows in her heart.