Chapter 754
But as the years slipped by, and as lifeโs trials and hardships accumulated, Ivy came to accept a simple truth: sometimes, fate decides everything, and thereโs only so much we can control.
She wasnโt powerful enough to decide whether three people lived or died. In the end, the path theyโd chosen had been their own undoingโone wrong step led to another, and then there was no turning back.
Understanding this brought her a sense of relief, as if a heavy weight had finally been lifted from her heart.
Yet when it came to Micahโs passing, she still felt a pang of sorrow. Part of it was for the friendship they once shared; part of it was for Jamisonโafter all, he and Micah had been family.
Jamison managed to nap for half an hour before his phone buzzed again.
The sound startled Ivy, whoโd been reading quietly. Realizing it was just the alarm, she hurried to turn it off so he could sleep a bit longer.
But before her hand reached the phone, Jamison was already awake.
โItโs just the alarm,โ Ivy explained softly. Seeing the red-rimmed weariness in his eyes, she gently urged him, โIf nothingโs urgent, why not rest a little more?โ
But Jamison was already shrugging into his jacket. โIโve got a meeting this afternoon, then two more consults after that.โ
Ivyโs heart ached for him. โWith everything going on at home, maybe you could hand off some of your work. Your health matters most, you know.โ
โI have been,โ he reassured her. He hadnโt scheduled any surgeries lately.
Jamison could see she was worried. Once heโd stood up, he turned back, resting a hand on her shoulder with a note of apology in his voice. โIโve been so busy these days, barely had time for you.โ
โI know,โ Ivy said, catching his hand, gently pulling it down and holding it tight. โIโm a grown woman. I can take care of myself, so donโt worry about me.โ
He nodded, offering her a soft, affectionate smile before squaring his shoulders again. โIโll get going, then. Iโll have dinner with you tonight.โ
Ivy nodded and followed him to the door of the hospital room.
Then, for reasons she couldnโt quite explain, a sudden wave of reluctance swept over her. Acting a little like a child, she blocked his way, tilting her head and burying herself in his embrace.
Jamison looked down at the top of her head, unable to hide his amusement. โWhatโs this? Donโt want me to go?โ
โThatโs right. I donโt want you to leave.โ Stripped of her usual strength and courage, she was, after all, just a girl in her early twenties.
Still, the things sheโd been through, the hardships sheโd faced, would have been enough to fill several lifetimes for most people.
She felt tired, drained, and lost.
But in this manโs arms, her weary heart found peace at last.
Hearing her muffled confession, Jamisonโs heart melted. She hardly ever acted this clingyโit was impossible not to be moved.
โMaybe Iโll just call in and skip the meeting,โ he said impulsively, already reaching for his phone, unwilling to leave her alone like this.
โThatโs not really fair to them, is itโฆโ Ivy lifted her head from his chest, her face etched with indecision.
โItโs fine. They know I have a lot on my plate right now.โ
Jamison understoodโshe wouldnโt ask for this unless she was truly at her limit. If he couldnโt be there for his wife at a time like this, what kind of husband would he be?
โReally, you donโt need to stay. Go take care of your work. Iโll go visit your grandmother and keep her company for a while. If weโre both here, sheโll definitely get suspicious.โ
Everyone knew Jamison was a workaholicโdedicated and responsible to a fault. But if Ivy went to visit alone, nobody would think twice.
It was Saturday, and she didnโt have to work, so she had plenty of time.
Jamison hesitated, but sheโd already let him go. โCome on, youโll be late if you donโt leave now.โ
The afternoon meetings really were important. Seeing her look composed again, Jamison felt a little more at ease. โIโll try to finish early and come back soon.โ
โOkay.โ
He grinned, affection softening his handsome features, and Ivy understood. Without a word, she tilted her chin up, meeting him halfway in a brief, gentle kiss before he left the room.
She stood at the door for a moment, gathering herself, and only when her face relaxed into a more natural expression did she head next door to visit Adela Ludwig.
As luck would have it, Halley Ludwig was there too.
The little guy still had no idea about the upheaval at home. He was as bouncy and cheerful as ever.
โAunt Ivy, I missed you so much! Mom said you were sick and I shouldnโt bother youโbut are you better now?โ Halleyโs warm-hearted nature was on full display.
Ivy hesitated, still wary about close contact, but then she remembered all the times Jamison had reassured herโeven people with serious illnesses could interact safely in daily life. That thought eased her worries.
โIโm all better, sweetheart. In fact, I was just thinking of asking you to play with me,โ she said, sitting down and pulling Halley gently onto the couch beside her.
โReally? Can I come over to your house tonight? Mom and Dad are so busy latelyโthey just leave me with the nanny. Itโs so boring!โ
Halley spoke with the seriousness of a little adult, eyebrows furrowed in a comically expressive way.
Ivy knew what Thad and his wife were dealing with, but she couldnโt say anything. She just smiled and went along with him. โIf your mom and dad say yes, youโre welcome to stay over.โ
She couldnโt do much for the family right now, but at least she could help with Halley.
From the hospital bed, Adela Ludwig looked concerned. โHal, why are your parents so busy? Theyโre never home? The nannyโs the only one with you?โ