Chapter 134: How Do You Feel About Anal Sex?

Tuesday has been an absolute shitshow. I wanted it to be over, but right now it feels like we keep going in circles. I don’t know how they found me, but they did, and I honestly don’t know why I overreacted so badly that I ran to another state. Coming to Gunnison wasn’t intentional, but when I stopped at the hotel and asked the man downstairs where I was, I was shocked. I don’t want to be here, but I was afraid to call Justin or Donald; I didn’t think they would react very well. I knew I would have to pack my bags and find another situation, and I wasn’t ready to face that. But after I opened the door and found them standing on the other side, I couldn’t hold back my emotions. They looked so deflated, both of them with red, swollen eyes. They had been crying and didn’t hide the fact. It made me feel like maybe they did have strong feelings for me. They both claimed to love me so far, and it had made me feel like they were lying. I am tired of the uncertainty.

“When I regained consciousness, I heard you say you don’t know how to tell me the bad news,” I said quietly.

I watched Donald give Justin a long look, almost in frustration, before he stood and approached me. I took a step back. Hot. He reached out and gently grabbed me.

“Baby girl, the bad news was the fact that you will not be working with Emily. I know how much you were looking forward to it, and I didn’t know how you would take it because I knew it would hurt you,” he said, turning me and backing me up until I was basically sitting in Justin’s lap. He wrapped his arms around me immediately, settling me in his lap.

“Why would I be hurt? Anyone who passes up such an exclusive invitation like that would be crazy,” I said, and he smiled softly.

“Well, I am glad you aren’t hurt or upset. I care so much about you, and I know it was a lot to pick up your life and move here, but we will take care of you. You don’t even need to work if you don’t want to,” Donald said, coming closer. If he were anyone else, I would feel so claustrophobic right now, but it was him. I took his hand.

“I need to work to keep me busy while you guys are in Australia; I will go crazy,” I said. It was going to be hard to be away from them for so long, but there was no reason I would be going to Emily’s.

“If you think we are going to spend more than a night away from you, then you are mistaken,” Donald said, brushing my hair back from my face. Shivers ran down my spine at his words. They still wanted me to go to Australia with them?

“You want me to still go with you?” I asked. Justin moved so quickly that I didn’t even process it until I was on my back, lying on the bed, and he was over me.

“What is it going to take for you to understand and believe that we want you to be with us whenever we go? There is no way in hell we are going to be in another country and leave you behind. Six months or six days, no more unnecessary separation. Do you understand?” He said in a tone I have never heard before. It held so much authority that it did something to my body, and I nodded without hesitation.

“Promise you will never run away again. I know you aren’t used to being with…grin ass…mature men, but you are now, and we do communication, and we work things out. We don’t run,” Donald said, coming up next to Justin.

“If you want out of this relationship, then say something; we weren’t going to force you to stay. But we need you as much as we need you. We want you to love us as much as we love you.”

I looked between them. I was acting like an immature child. These men were the opposite, and I wasn’t ready to tell them I loved them, even though I know I did. I just needed more time.

“You don’t have to say you love us unless you are ready; we just need you to know our feelings for you,” Justin said, slightly trailing his fingers down my stomach. His touch immediately turned me on, and I didn’t want to talk anymore, so I just nodded. He smiled softly; the cloud that seemed to be settled over his expression lifted.

“What is on your mind, baby girl?” His expression had changed too; he looked almost relieved.

“I want to be with the two of you, and I am sorry I ran away. I won’t do it again. I was scared to call because I didn’t want you to be mad at…” I was cut off when Donald’s lip touched my neck, and I groaned.

“Ennui. Yes, we were confused and worried, but definitely not mad,” Justin said, moving over so Donald could straddle me. Justin nestled behind me, and I rested my head on his lap as Ixsahl moved down to unbutton my blouse. I guess we were done with talking, and I definitely needed to be touched. He slid the cloth up and over my head. The laceration on my side had already healed, and the pain was gone. I was always a fast healer, so I wasn’t surprised. He placed a kiss on my lower stomach and grazed his teeth down until he reached the top of my underwear, which, of course, he ripped off instead of taking them off like a normal human being. I felt the primal urge, the sight of him being feral was just as attractive to him as it was to me.

Donald didn’t hesitate to go down, licking and sucking on my clit. My back arched at how sudden he just went in, and Justin slid his hand to massage my still-covered breast. I could feel him growing hard under me.

“Oh fuck!” I gasped, rocking my hips and pressing my pussy into his mouth. His hands were around my body, and I reached my hand down and grabbed onto his hair and grinded my hips against his face. He groaned and began throwing one of my legs over his shoulder and sliding his fingers inside me. I screamed as an orgasm took over my body, and Justin stuck two fingers into my mouth to muffle my scream and make me suck on them while pumping them in rhythm to Donald’s fingers in my pussy. It was so erotic that another orgasm rolled over me before the first one even stopped.

“Damnit, that was so sexy,” Donald said, raising his head to watch me as I came again. This was probably the longest orgasm I have experienced in all the amazing, mind-blowing orgasms they have given me.

“Yes, it is,” Justin groaned out. “Let me taste her,” he added, and to my amazement, I watched Donald dip his head and coat his lips and tongue with my release before sitting up and straddling me. I kissed him. I could have cum again from watching them kiss, Justin licking and sucking his lips and tongue. They broke the kiss and looked down at me. Both their lips were glistening now from my juice.

“How do you feel about anal sex, baby girl?” Donald asked with a crooked smile on his face.