Chapter 182
โOne day, theyโll discover the truth behind it all. Whether they regret it or not doesnโt really matter. Callie can live a fantastic life. Sheโs wasted enough of her time on them already. Thereโs no need for her to waste any more.โ
Calliope nodded. โYeah, exactly.โ
She used to be so reserved. Initially, she only wanted to see if they truly cared for her, but slowly, she realized they were drifting further and further away. She lost interest in sharing everything she had with them.
โHere, eat.โ Silas had somehow picked up a buffalo wing and held it to her lips.
Calliope took a bite, savoring the spicy kick. She glanced at Silas, her eyes crinkling into a smile.
Silas was caught in her gaze, his ears turning a shade of red.
Portia gave Archie a nudge and raised an eyebrow at the scene.
Archie frowned, sizing up the situation, then took several swigs of his beer.
They all kept munching on buffalo wings, laughing and chatting away, downing more drinks than they probably should have.
Calliope had quite a bit to drink, too. Despite the comfort her friends offered, the disappointment of her own parentsโthose hopes she harboredโshattered, leaving her quietly aching inside. It was hard not to hope, and even harder not to feel let down.
With the alcohol buzzing in her system, she clung a little closer to Silas on the way back.
โWhy donโt they like me?โ
โThey brought me into this world. Did I have a say in it?โ
โThey had me, but they donโt take responsibility. They only care about their adopted daughter. Why do they treat me this way? Wouldnโt it have been better if I werenโt born?โ
โIโve never done anything horrible. Iโm not a curse. Iโm not. I havenโt brought them any disaster!โ
โIโve been trying to help them sort out their messes, but they donโt see it!โ
Silas tenderly mussed her hair. โItโs not your fault. Itโs their problem. You didnโt have a choice.โ
โTheyโre the ones missing out without you, so donโt be sad.โ
โThey might not love you, but I do. Youโre not a curse. Youโre my good luck charm, my little lucky star. Callie, Iโll always love you. Even if the whole world turns its back on you, I never will. Not now, not ever.โ
Calliope rested in Silasโs arms, looking at him. โReally? You wonโt abandon me?โ
โNever, not ever!โ
โNo, you willโฆ you will, Silas, you will!โ Calliope pulled away, retreating to a corner, her eyes red with tears. โYouโll abandon me, too! Grandpa left me, they left me, and youโll leave me someday!โ
โDonโt come any closer. I donโt want to hurt anymore. I donโt want to be sad anymore!โ
โIโve died once. I donโt want to die againโฆโ Calliope rambled, lost in her emotions.
Silas knitted his brows and pulled her close. โNo, you wonโt die again. Iโm here, and no one will hurt you. Iโll never abandon you. Only you could leave me, never the other way around.โ
โCallie, you have no idea how much I love youโฆโ
โFor you, Iโd do anything. For you, Iโd go all outโฆโ