Chapter 26
โRea, Iโve got a huge bash planned for you guys and invited everyone. Make sure youโre back by six tonight,โ Lindeyโs upbeat voice on the phone caught me off guard. I hadnโt considered she wouldn't know we hadnโt gotten the marriage license. Jace must have kept her in the dark, probably afraid of her reaction after last nightโs disappointment.
As I listened to Lindeyโs excitement and anticipation, a wave of apprehension washed over me about breaking the news. The fact that Jace and I couldnโt get married was already settled. I couldnโt hide it forever, and certainly not now. Besides, if she found out later, with all the guests sheโd invited, it would only make things worse.
โLindey,โ I called softly.
โYouโre about to become my daughter-in-law. You should start calling me โMom,โ donโt be shy,โ Lindey teased.
For a moment, I felt a sharp pang in my heart. โIโm sorry, but Iโฆ I may never have the right to call you โMom.โโ There had been so many moments over the past ten years when I had longed to call her Mom. But it seemed that wish would never come true.
โWhat do you mean?โ Lindey sounded confused. โRea, are you uncomfortable? Then donโtโโ
โWe didnโt get the certificate,โ I interrupted. โAnd we never will.โ
โWhat?โ Lindey was stunned. โWhat happened? Reaโฆโ
โWe broke up.โ It felt like a huge weight off my shoulders to say those words.
There was silence on the other end, and I dreaded Lindeyโs reaction. Sheโd raised me like her own, hoping today would mark the day Iโd finally be part of the family officially. She had been so happy this morning, waiting for me to call her โMomโ when I returned home. But now, facing her disappointment, I took a deep breath. โLindey,โ I began cautiously.
โWhat happened, Rea? Tell me,โ Lindeyโs voice softened with concern.
Memories swirled in my mind before I finally spoke. โLindey, Jace and Iโฆ weโre just not right for each other.โ I kept Jaceโs faults to myself; it wasnโt something I wanted others to know. I didnโt want to get into a rivalry with another woman over a guy, but the reality was I had been defeated by another womanโa pregnant widow.
โHow can you say that? Youโve been together for years, know each other like the back of your hand. You love him, and heโs always had your back. How can it all just fall apart like this?โ Lindey couldnโt accept it.
Her reaction hit me like a wrecking ball. โLindeyโฆโ
โIโm calling Jace. It must be something he did to wrong you,โ Lindeyโs words hit me hard, and tears welled up. Lena squeezed my hand, and I forced a smile at her. But in Lenaโs intense gaze, I saw the shattered reflection of my facade. Externally, I remained collected, but inside, chaos reigned, visible in my eyes.
When Lindey called again, I ignored it. I knew she wanted me back at the Johnston residence, hoping to sway my decision. But I wasnโt going back to hear Lindey and Mathew try to talk me out of it. Iโd made up my mind, so there was no need to listen to their arguments. It would only drain us both.