Chapter 27
Lena read my thoughts. โWhere do you want to go? Iโll come with you, orโโ
โHelp me pack up my place,โ I cut her off.
She looked surprised. โYouโve been planning this?โ
โNot really. It just sort of happened a couple of days ago,โ I said, gesturing toward the bed linens in the backseat. โYesterday, I was at the mall picking these up when I ran into Tanya.โ I observed Lenaโs expression shift from surprise to curiosity.
On the way to my place, I told Lena everything. She nodded emphatically, her frustration evident. โSkipping out on that marriage certificate was the right call. Jace Johnston is just another jerk of this century who thinks he can have it all.โ
โJerk is a jerk, no matter the century,โ I quipped.
Lena looked at me closely. โRea, you donโt have to pretend youโre okay.โ
โIโm really not that upset,โ I replied, keeping my eyes on the road. โMaybe my feelings for him were just as worn out as his for meโlike we knew each other too well to spark any emotions.โ
I genuinely believed it at the time, but little did I know, those quiet emotions were aging like fine wine, ready to hit me harder later. Jace was in the same boat.
Lena had no idea about my late parentsโ place in Emberholm. Weโd become friends back in school, right after I moved into the Johnston residence.
โThis apartmentโs not bad, just a bit far and kind of old,โ Lena remarked, always one to speak her mind.
โYeah, this is where I grew up with my folks. I donโt want to change everything here,โ I said, tossing the bed linens onto the couch and grabbing the new kettle to rinse and fill with water.
Lena wandered around, checking out the place before leaning against the kitchen doorframe. โItโs nice, despite its age. Cozy. I can see you had a happy family here.โ
Yeah, if it werenโt for that car accident.
Even now, it felt like a terrible nightmare. My parents dropped me off at school that morning, saying they had to discuss some contract. Dad even promised that if the deal went through, heโd build me an amusement park. But they never came back.
โRea, Rea,โ Lena called, snapping me back. โWhy arenโt you saying anything?โ
I looked up at her. โSay what?โ
Lena noticed my distress. โAre you okay?โ
โYeah, justโฆ missing my parents,โ I said, my throat tight. A wave of indescribable sadness rose in my chest.
Though Iโd known since moving into the Johnston house that Jace would be my boyfriend someday, we only made it official three years ago. It was on the anniversary of my parentsโ death. I was crying at their graves, and Jace hugged me, saying that I still had him. He promised at their tombstone that heโd love me just like they did. I naively believed I had found someone to rely on again.
โDonโt dwell on them now. Focus on your future,โ Lena said, purposefully changing the subject when she saw how sad I was.
โSo, what will you do now that youโve broken up with Jace?โ Lena asked.
The water had just boiled. I poured us two cups of instant coffee. โIโve sent all my work handovers to the right people and written my resignation letter. Iโll leave after the amusement park project is done.โ
โQuitting is the right move. Staying friends after a breakup is bullshit. Distance is the only way to move on,โ Lena said, totally supporting me.
I nodded. Lena, seeing my mood, didnโt press further and looked around the apartment. โYou might want to get some appliances, like an automatic washing machine, a coffee maker, and a vacuum cleaner.โ
โLetโs do that when I get back,โ I said.
Lena looked up from her coffee. โWhere are you going?โ