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Jace looked wreckedโpale, hair a mess, rough stubble shadowing his jaw. Iโd never seen him this messed up, like heโd had a night just as brutal as mine. He mustโve found out about Matthew. Why else would he keep blowing up my phone?
Weirdly, I didnโt feel the anger Iโd expected. Instead, I feltโฆnothing. Like something in me had finally burnt out. Maybe I was numb.
The doorway wasnโt the place for this. I said, โCome in.โ
Jace walked in and dropped onto the couch across from me. โMy mom told me everythingโฆ Rea, Iโm so sorryโฆโ
I didnโt answer. I knew he hadnโt just come here to apologize.
โLook, I know sorryโs not enough. But I came here to askโฆ no, to begโฆโ His voice cracked as he looked at me, his face full of something raw. โPlease, justโฆ can you spare my dad? Just for whatever time he has left?โ
Beg? Hearing that word from Jace was rare. For all his recklessness, heโd always been fiercely loyal to his family.
I just stared, watching his jaw tighten. โI know itโs a lot to ask. After everything my dadโs doneโฆ your family owes a debt he could never repay. But please, let him go. Let me pay back that debt instead.โ
โJace, do you even get what kind of debt this is? Itโs a life debt,โ I said, my calm slipping.
Life debt. The words hit me, reminding me of all the times Iโd given my blood to him. Like maybe he already owed me.
Jace dropped his gaze. โI know. Thatโs why, if youโre willing to spare him, Iโll do whatever you ask.โ But that was the problemโI didnโt know what I wanted from him or his family. And that made it worse. โWhat could you possibly do to make up for my parentsโ lives?โ I said, my voice sharp.
Jace looked at me, defeated. โRea, I knowโฆ no matter what we do, your parents arenโt coming back.โ
โExactly. I lost my parentsโreal, living people. All I have now is a cold gravestone to call Mom and Dad.โ My voice wavered.
I fought to keep it together. โJace, do you know who I hate most right now?โ
He waited, but I didnโt make him guess. โMyself,โ I whispered, slapping my own arm. โI hate that I have the same blood type as you. I hate that I ever met you.โ
His face fell, all the color draining out like heโd taken a hit.
โJace, all of thisโthis mess, this painโit started with you. Youโre the one I should hate the most.โ I spat the words, every memory of us hitting me at once.
Once, those memories had been my happiness, my reason to get up each day. Now, they were just bitter irony.
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โYeah, Iโm the one to hate,โ Jace said, nodding. His calm acceptance only fueled my anger. โAnd whatโs that even worth? Can you turn back time?โ
โNo,โ he replied, his voice barely a whisper. โRea, would it make you hate me less if Iโฆ if I died?โ
Died? Was he serious? I was so wound up, I couldnโt stop myself. โFine, go die, then!โ
He held my gaze, a strange darkness in his eyes. โIf that would ease your hatred and make you spare my dadโฆ then I will.โ
He stood, his face softening as he looked at me. โRea, if I had one thing in life that made me truly happy, it was you. My biggest regret is letting you go. If thereโs a next life, Iโd want to meet you, love you quietly, grow old together.โ
The words hung in the silence as he turned and walked to the door.
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