Chapter 260
At my words, Jared froze for a moment. Then, it was like something inside him just shattered. His eyes, which used to shine so brightly, suddenly went dullโlike a sparkling gem cracked, all the light gone in an instant. He just stared, completely stunned.
I didnโt know what kind of impact he was feeling inside, and honestly, I didnโt care anymore.
Jared said, โYou must be joking, right?โ
In his eyes, I was simply the well-behaved woman my parents had trained to mind every rule. He never thought I would walk away, and even after the divorce, he clung to the illusion that Iโd eventually come back.
Men could be so arrogant, refusing to see the truth. It took me crushing that smug certainty beneath my heel for him to realize no one waited forever.
Ryan came over to my side and said, โVictoria, I brought you some breakfast.โ
โThatโs sweet of you, Ryan. Just have a seat for a bit, okay? I need to talk to him alone,โ I replied softly. The next second, I spun around and headed for the door.
Jared stormed after me, fury written all over his face.
Before I could even make it to the deserted stairwell, Jared grabbed my wrist and pulled me roughly back to him. My head knocked into his shoulder as he slammed me against the wall, his breath ragged, eyes blazing with anger.
He said, โVictoria, you donโt have to hook up with some guy just to punish me. Please, donโt do thisโitโs all my fault. Iโm begging you, Victoria.โ
I froze. Then I shoved him away with all my strength, trying to snap him out of his fantasy. I fixed my nightgown that heโd ripped. Half my pale skin was showing, and Jared just stared at me, dazed.
I stared calmly out the window and said, โYou messed up, but Iโm not putting all the blame on youโbecause I made mistakes too.โ
Jared clearly hated how detached I sounded when talking about us. When there was no emotion, there was nothing left to hope for.
Honestly, I had already moved on, and I knew exactly where I had messed up. I let out a quiet sigh and turned to look at him.
I said, โYouโve been charging ahead all this time, and Iโve just been standing here, waiting for you. But after all these years, I canโt even catch a glimpse of you anymore. And you and Tracyโitโs been over a year, hasnโt it?โ
Jaredโs face turned ghostly pale, his lips pressed together, completely speechless.
I went on, โI never grew alongside you. Staying stuck in the same place was my mistake. I didnโt change at all, and when you came back, all I did was nag about the daily grindโthe chores, the bills, the kids crying.
โYou mustโve gotten tired of me a long time ago.โ
Jared looked at me, stunned, his eyes full of complicated emotions.
I closed my eyes, then opened them again. I said, โHusband and wife are supposed to grow side by side, always finding new things to talk about, always drawing each other in.
โBut I stayed where I was, and Tracy slipped into my placeโwith your permission.โ
Jared rubbed his forehead and said, โJust stop. Now that we know where things went wrong, canโt we try to save this together?โ
I could see he was already losing patience just hearing the truth, so I gave a little laugh. I said, โItโs not that we canโtโitโs that itโs impossible now. You know as well as I do: whatโs done is done.
โOnce somethingโs broken, it never goes back to the way it was. Even if we got back together, the cracks would still be there.โ
โNo, thatโs not true,โ Jared said, stepping closer as he caught my hand and held it tight in his.