I pulled my hand away and hid it behind my back. I said coldly, โThatโs because you werenโt the one who got betrayed. You didnโt get hurt, so of course you think anythingโs possible. But let me ask youโif I really slept with Ryan, would you ever take me back?โ
Jaredโs eyes flickered with shock. He demanded, โDid you really sleep with him?โ
I shook my head and sneered, โSee? I was just making a point, and youโre already pissed. You canโt even stand the idea, so donโt stand there telling me to be the bigger person.โ
Jared said, โI know youโre lying to me. But you donโt have to lower yourself like this.โ
โHeโs younger than you, and better looking. If anything, Iโm the one coming out aheadโhow is that degrading myself?โ I retorted with a sneer.
Jared gritted his teeth, clearly at a loss for what to do with me.
I said coolly, โIโm hungry. Iโm going to get some breakfast. Just go.โ
Jared said, โIโm not leaving.โ He then suddenly pulled me into a fierce hug, burying his face in my hair. He muttered, โVictoria, come back to me, please?โ
โIโm not coming back, Jared. Clinging like this is beneath you,โ I reminded him.
Jared froze, but then he said, โWhat good is my status if I donโt have you?โ
I couldnโt help but laugh at how desperate he was. Jared, always so proud, was acting like a total simp. I said, โJared, have you ever thought about it? If we stay together, the Holcomb family will never know peace again.โ
Then I shoved him away and added, โYour family will never accept me, and Iโve already had a public falling out with them.โ
Jared looked at me, stunned, as if heโd just been slapped back into reality.
I continued, โSo, for the sake of family harmony, go marry someone your mom approves of.โ With that, I turned away before he could say anything.
This time, Jared didnโt try to stop me. Maybe he finally realized that love might be just between two people, but marriage was never just about two peopleโit was about both families. He wasnโt about to throw caution to the wind and go against his family just for me. Men were always more practicalโthey always thought long-term.
And now, I needed to learn to be just as practical.
When I got home, Ryan came over to me, worry written all over his face.
โWhy are you here?โ I asked as I closed the door behind me.
โI just thought Iโd bring you some breakfast,โ Ryan replied softly.
โIโm not a kid, Ryan. I can just go downstairs and grab breakfast myself,โ I said, arching an eyebrow playfully.
Ryan said, โI know, but I just wanted to do it for you.โ
I glanced at him, and he ducked his head, suddenly bashful, unable to meet my eyes.
I had these bedroom eyes that always seemed to brim with feeling. Sometimes I wasnโt even trying to flirtโthey were just misleading, and it never worked out well for anyone.
โThanks,โ I said softly, then went to boil some water and fix Ryan a cup of morning coffee. I sat down and started on the breakfast heโd brought over.
โHave you eaten yet?โ I asked him.
Ryan shook his head and said, โNope, I was hoping to eat with you.โ
He was so pure, not yet jaded by the world. Everything he said was honest and adorable, and being around him was just so refreshing. I could finally understand a bit of what Jared must have feltโthere was always something exciting about someone new.
โCome on, sit down and eat with me,โ I said.
Ryan beamed and sat down.
Just then, my phone buzzed with a text. I glanced at itโit was from Jared. I couldnโt believe he was still sending me a love confession after everything that just happened.
The message read: [Victoria, my feelings for you havenโt fadedโtheyโre only growing stronger. Please, donโt get involved with him yet. Iโll convince my family.]