I looked at the womanโs fierce expression, just as strong as any manโs. Then I glanced at Ryan and saw the same fierce energy in his brow.
โThis is my grandfather,โ Ryan said, showing me a photo of an older man in a suit.
Looking at the whole family, none of them seemed easy to deal with. My heart sank, and I suddenly felt like I shouldnโt get too close to Ryan.
โYour family doesnโt look like ordinary people,โ I said with a smile.
Ryan nodded. โYeah, theyโre all pretty powerful.โ
โWhat about you?โ I asked.
Ryan raised his brows a bit. โIโm just average.โ
I laughed. โDonโt be modest. With a family like yours, you might have met a lot of people. I donโt get why you like me.โ
Ryan paused, flipping through the album. โI donโt know. At first, I just wanted to get to know you. Then I told you I was in debt, and you wanted to help me pay it off. You also protected me. That felt gentle.โ
My eyes stiffened. He was a kid starved for love. Small kindnesses hit him deep. โRyan, have you thought maybe this isnโt love, but just missing affection?โ I sighed.
โIโm not missing love,โ Ryan said clearly. โMy grandpa and mom both love me a lot. I just like the gentle vibe you give off.โ
I took the album from him and flipped through it myself. One photo stuck with me, a picture of Ryan around thirteen or fourteen, wearing a suit.
His short hair was slicked back, and his brows showed a sharp, decisive look. He seemed mature beyond his years. I stared at that handsome face. It was hard to imagine what kind of cunning thoughts hid behind it.
I became even more convinced Ryan was impossible to figure out. Maybe his sweet and obedient side was just a mask to please me.
I couldnโt believe such drama was happening. I couldnโt understand Jared, and now Ryan was even more secretive. I didnโt want to deal with it anymore. I decided to give up.
At dinner, it was just Ryan and me eating. Silas didnโt join us; he ate in the kitchen. My heart skipped a beat. Ryanโs family seemed to have strict rules and clear social ranks.
โThanks for coming to dinner with me,โ Ryan said quietly.
โYou came to lunch at my place, so Iโm just returning the favor,โ I said with a smile.
Ryan nodded. โI like returning favors. Victoria, have you thought about moving to Braylin someday?โ
I answered right away, โNo, I havenโt. Iโm probably going to Shaville. That city appeals to me more.โ
Ryan smiled. โThatโs good. Shavilleโs great too, lots of business opportunities.โ
โAre you planning to stay in Braylin after you graduate?โ I asked, thinking he should stay.
โWeโll see,โ Ryan said, a bit worried.
After dinner, we took a walk around the neighborhood to help digest. Ryan looked up at the sky. The moonlight was beautiful. โVictoria.โ I was walking ahead, lost in thought, when I suddenly heard Ryan call my name.
I turned around and saw he was several feet behind me. Ryan came up beside me, sounding annoyed. โWhat were you daydreaming about? You left me behind and didnโt even notice.โ
I smiled, โI was thinking about work. If youโre behind, why didnโt you catch up yourself?โ
Ryan asked with jealousy, โWere you thinking about work or men?โ
โDo I even need to think about men?โ I laughed. โTheyโre everywhere.โ
Ryan laughed in frustration. โThen focus on work first. Leave men alone, okay?โ
โYou want me to wait for you?โ I asked him straight up.
โWould you wait for me?โ Ryan asked.
โNo,โ I said plainly.
Ryan sighed. โNow you know why I like you?โ
I was speechless. Ryan said, โWhen I ask another girl if she is free, she always says yes. But when I asked you to wait, you said no.โ
I froze and then teased, โSounds like you like being tortured.โ
Ryan explained, โYou probably donโt know, but deep down, men have a submissive streak. I like being controlled. Even though itโs rough, I secretly enjoy it.โ
I said, โOh, I see. So whatโs the difference between that and being a pushover?โ
Ryan laughed out loud. โOkay, itโs being a pushover.โ
โThatโs your kind of manโs drive to win. It has nothing to do with love or liking. Ryan, donโt get it twisted. You donโt like me. You just like conquering.โ I said it directly to snap him out of it.
Ryan blinked. When he saw me start to walk away, he hurried to catch up. โHow about this? You keep teasing me so I can never conquer you, and Iโll stay a pushover forever.โ