Loose 440
Posted on September 06, 2025 ยท 0 mins read
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I lowered my head and sighed softly. โ€œRyan, maybe Uncle Ryan really has your best interests at heart. Have you ever tried to see things from his point of view?โ€

Ryan shook his head. โ€œAll I know is, we only get about thirty thousand days in this life. If I canโ€™t choose the person I love, then not even death would bring me peace.โ€

His words left me speechlessโ€”I was totally caught off guard.

Ryan reached out and gently brushed my cheek. โ€œVictoria, trust me, Iโ€™m not losing my mind. I know thereโ€™s a huge gap between usโ€”itโ€™s not just about age, itโ€™s about who we are, where we come from. But everyone deserves to fight for what they want. So, Iโ€™m not backing down.โ€

My heart felt like it was roasting over an open flame. Right then, all I could do was just pull him into a hug.

I pressed my cheek against his chest, his heartbeat pounding like a drumโ€”so strong, so full of life.

Ryan tensed up for a moment, then slowly relaxed. The next second, he wrapped his arms around me. โ€œEven if Iโ€™m the only one with feelings, even if Iโ€™m the only one trying, if there are a hundred steps between us, you just need to take one toward me. Let me close the rest of the distance, okay?โ€

It felt like my heart had just been hit by springโ€”one minute it was all cold and empty, and the next, it was overflowing with wildflowers, thanks to a single warm breeze.

I swallowed hard, trying not to tear up, and gave the tiniest nod. โ€œYeah.โ€

Ryan let out a soft laugh, and just as he was about to loosen his grip, I suddenly shoved him playfully.

Totally unprepared, Ryan tumbled onto my soft bed, his tall frame landing with a bounce. He stared up at me, completely stunned.

I bent down, bracing my arms on either side of him, grinning as I looked into his eyes.

Ryanโ€™s eyes sparkled with excitementโ€”he seemed to know exactly what I was up to. His breathing grew deeper.

I was actually feeling a bit shy myselfโ€”honestly, Iโ€™m not that uninhibited when it comes to stuff like this.

โ€œVicโ€ฆโ€ Ryan called me by that nicknameโ€”no oneโ€™s ever called me that before, and I couldnโ€™t help blushing.

I glanced down at the growing bulge in his pants, a wave of heat rushing through me. My voice came out low and husky. โ€œThis is the first time Iโ€™ve ever heard a guy say itโ€™s not just the first time that matters, but every single time in life.โ€

Ryan blinked those long, deep eyes of his and gave me a shy smile.

Whenever he got shy, his cheeks would flush, and that blush just made him look even more tempting.

โ€œIโ€™ll remember that,โ€ I said softly, my heart fluttering a little.

Ryan, clearly embarrassed, turned his face toward the window and spoke in a slow, quiet voice. โ€œNo, donโ€™t remember it. I was just saying random stuff.โ€

Without saying another word, I reached out and started unbuckling his belt.

It wasnโ€™t everything, but at least I gave Ryan a little something in return. That bashful, inexperienced man in the heat of the momentโ€”I donโ€™t think Iโ€™ll ever forget him for the rest of my life.

After I washed up, Ryan said he wanted to take a shower. Blushing, he asked, โ€œDo you have any clothes I can change into?โ€

I opened my closet and saw a set of clothes Nathan had left here before. I cleared my throat and asked, โ€œNathan still has a set here. Are you okay with wearing it?โ€

Ryan looked surprised for a second, then nodded. โ€œSure, itโ€™s better than walking around naked.โ€

I burst out laughing. โ€œHonestly, I thought youโ€™d be picky about it.โ€

โ€œIf itโ€™s for you, I donโ€™t care,โ€ Ryan said, closing the bathroom door behind him.

The shower was running in the bathroom, but my head was still spinning with everything that just went down. โ€˜Seriously, each guy is more tempting than the lastโ€”howโ€™s a decent girl like me supposed to survive all this?โ€™ I thought, feeling totally overwhelmed.

When Ryan came out, he was already dressed. I was in the kitchen cooking dumplings, since heโ€™d asked earlier if I had anything to eatโ€”heโ€™d come over without even grabbing breakfast.

โ€œGive me your hand!โ€ he suddenly called out as he walked into the kitchen.

I was busy turning the dumplings over, so I just reached out my free hand. He took it, and the next thing I knew, he snapped a photo.

I looked at him, surprised. โ€œWhy are you taking a picture?โ€

Ryan gave me a lazy grin. โ€œIโ€™m posting it on Instagram.โ€

โ€œWait, what?โ€ I blurted out, totally shocked. โ€œAre you crazy?โ€

Ryan just smirked. โ€œRelax, itโ€™s only for Uncle Ryan and you to see. Iโ€™m not crazy.โ€


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