Chapter 47
Jared gave me a look full of accusations, as if silently saying, โYouโve made your intentions so obvious that itโs already getting to Yvonne.โ His gaze felt like a sharp reprimand.
Since I had already decided to divorce him, I didnโt feel the need to hold back anymore. I looked straight at Yvonne and said firmly, โYvonne, donโt worry. I wonโt have another child. Youโll be my only child for the rest of my life.โ
โReally?โ Yvonne looked at me, her pale little face showing a small smile. โMommy, swear it.โ
I immediately raised my fingers and whispered, โI swear, if I ever have another child with Jared, may something terrible happen to me.โ
โVictoria, thatโs enough!โ Jared was clearly shocked by what I said. His face turned stormy as he snapped, โDonโt talk nonsense in front of the kid.โ
โIโm not making things up. I already swore,โ I said, smiling at him.
The blame in Jaredโs eyes disappeared, replaced by heavy gloom. He probably thought I was even more unhinged than our daughter.
โMommy, I believe you. You said youโd only love me. Mommy, hug me.โ Yvonneโs attitude shifted suddenly, and she threw herself into my arms, clinging tightly.
I held her, but unlike before, I didnโt shower her with kisses or squeeze her tightly with motherly love.
Now, I just saw Yvonne as a child who needed an adultโs care. I wasnโt going to shower her with affection like I used to.
โMommy, hold me tighter. Iโm cold.โ Yvonne noticed I wasnโt hugging her the way I used to, so she whispered, and I pulled her closer.
The doctor said Yvonne had a viral infection, plus diarrhea and vomiting from rotavirus. Her fever wouldnโt go down, and with all her symptoms, she had to be hospitalized.
We got a private room. Jared went home to get her things, while I stayed with Yvonne for her IV. She slept the whole time.
When Jared returned, Tracy was with him.
Tracy was carrying toys and food. When they came in, the noise woke Yvonne up.
Yvonne opened her eyes and saw Tracy. She immediately smiled and called out, โTracy, youโre here!โ
Tracy walked over and went to hug Yvonne, but Yvonne quickly pushed her away. โDonโt hug me, Tracy. I have a cold, and the doctor said I might pass it on. You better not hug me.โ
When Yvonne said that, I froze. She was worried about Tracy catching her cold, but she never thought about me. Just earlier, she insisted I hold her while she got her IV.
But Tracy just hugged her tighter, bent down, and kissed her on the head. โDonโt worry. I just want to give you a hug. Poor thing, what happened to your hand? Why is it so swollen?โ
โThat nurse must have been blind. She made my hand all puffy. It hurts so much,โ Yvonne huffed.
Tracy immediately turned around, picked up a towel from the basin Jared brought, and went to get some hot water.
Jared came over and asked, โYvonne looks a bit better now?โ
I was still numb inside. My daughter, as usual, seemed to care more about Tracy. โYeah. Iโm a little hungry. Iโm going downstairs to get something to eat. You and Tracy stay with her.โ
โWe brought some food.โ Jared grabbed my arm. โWhy donโt you just eat here?โ
I was in a terrible mood and pulled my arm free. โNo, I want to go downstairs.โ
With that, I pushed the door open and walked out, bumping into Tracy outside.
โIโm just going to put a warm compress on Yvonneโs hand. You donโt mind, do you?โ Tracy asked, checking with me first.