Chapter 475
Jaredโs personality had changed so much, it felt strange to meโbut honestly, it was working in my favor. I looked at his gloomy face, realizing I still hadnโt found a good reason to establish myself in Braylin. Jared sending me there for work gave me the perfect cover.
After a moment of calm thought, I curved my lips into a smile. โMr. Holcomb, your offer is really tempting.โ
Jaredโs eyes grew darker, and there was a pleading note in his voice. โVictoria, will you say yes?โ
โYouโre giving me both an opportunity and money. I really donโt have a reason to say no,โ I said, and after thinking it through, I agreed.
You shouldnโt put all your eggs in one basketโturns out, love works the same way. My relationship with Ryan was destined to be just a fleeting moment, never meant to last.
Where would I go once Ryan lost interest in me? Jaredโs job offer was my backup, my safety net.
A warm smile flickered across Jaredโs handsome face. โItโs settled then. Youโll represent the company and head to Braylin to open our new store.โ
I nodded, keeping my tone modest. โIโm still pretty inexperienced, Mr. Holcomb. Could you send a few more talented people to work alongside me?โ
Jaredโs furrowed brow eased, and his voice grew lighter. โDonโt worry. Iโll handle everything.โ
Just as we wrapped up our conversation, Nathan appeared from down the hallway. He was dressed formally today, and his white hair didnโt take away from his good looksโin fact, it made him seem even more mature and charismatic.
When he saw me standing with Jared, a flicker of sadness crossed his face.
โVictoria, Mr. Holcomb, lunch is ready,โ Nathan said, coming over to let us know.
Victoria said to Jared, โYou go on ahead. I just want to have a quick word with him.โ
Jared looked reluctant, but with a stiff expression, he turned and walked away.
The wind swept in from afar, funneled through the hallway vent, billowing my skirt and sending my long hair flying.
With the wind at my back, I looked at Nathan.
Nathan gazed at me, utterly entranced.
The wind had a strangely enchanting vibe, and I said gratefully, โNathan, thanks for the shares. I really feel I havenโt earned it. If you ever need anything, just say the word.โ
โVictoria, youโve already helped me so much. Honestly, what I gave you feels like too little,โ Nathan said, his deep eyes never leaving mine. โThereโs still plenty of time. When I have more, Iโll make it up to you, I promise.โ
โNo need,โ I replied, thinking, โSeriously, whatโs up with today? Every guy I meet wants to throw money at me.โ
โSo, you and Ryanโฆ are you planning to stay in Shaville?โ Nathan asked, a shadow of pain flickering in his eyes. โOr are you going back to Braylin with him?โ
โWait, how did you know I was heading to Braylin?โ I asked, a bit surprised.
Nathan walked over to the railing, turning his back to me, his voice drifting on the wind, barely above a whisper. โEdward told me. He said Ryanโs going back to Braylin for work.โ
My heart skipped a beat. โWhy would Edward tell Nathan all this?โ
โBraylinโฆ thatโs so far away,โ Nathan said, unable to hide the sadness in his voice. When he turned back, his eyes were a little red. โWhat excuse will I have to see you now? Victoria, maybeโฆ you could just treat me like your brother? That way, Iโd always have a reason to visit you.โ
I was stunned. โHuh?โ
Nathan actually laughed at himself, shaking his head. โBut if I become your brother, how am I supposed to keep loving you? Guess Iโm just making things complicated for myself.โ
โNathan, life is long. Iโm sure weโll meet again someday,โ I said, seeing just how much he was hurting, but honestly, I had no idea how to comfort him.
If Iโd known heโd fall this deep, I never wouldโve let things get so tangled between us.
โWhen we meet again, will you already belong to someone else?โ Nathan couldnโt hold back his pain, shaking his head in anguish. โI thought I had what it takes to keep you, but compared to the Jennings family, Iโm no match.โ
โThereโs no need to compare yourself. Youโre both wonderful, and youโve already done your best,โ I said softly, my heart aching for him.
โIf I really am that good, then why are you leaving me?โ Nathan was lost in selfโdoubt, his eyes clouded with confusion.
I couldnโt help but feel bad for him, and said quietly, โLetโs drop it, okay?โ
Nathan seemed to wake up from a daze, standing there lost in thought for a long moment before giving a selfโdeprecating smile. โDid I just make things harder for you again? Sorry, I shouldnโt have said all that.โ
โItโs fine,โ I replied, not blaming him at all. When feelings run deep, who can really control themselves?
Nathan took a moment to compose himself, then said softly, โCome on, lunch is soon. Better skip the drinksโyouโve got to drive back to Shaville this afternoon.โ
โSure,โ I nodded.
At lunch, I didnโt touch a drop of alcohol, but Jared didnโt turn down a single drink. We were only halfway through the meal when he got completely wasted and had to be helped out by his driver and assistant.
I wanted to leave early since I didnโt want to drive at night.
Nathan was a little tipsy, but when he heard I was leaving, he followed me out and opened the car door for me.
I saw the longing and reluctance in his eyes, but I still steeled myself and closed the door.