Chapter 52
โSister, do you like that man because of what he said?โ Jason asked, his dark eyes boring into hers. An unsettling feeling, akin to attraction or anticipation, tickled her spine. But this was her โbrother,โ and she pushed the thoughts away.
Grace cleared her throat. โNo, I donโt like Chase.โ
He tilted his head, a lock of thick hair shadowing one eye. Jay was handsome, and the boyish tilt only enhanced his good looks. Grace sucked in a breath, catching his scent and wanting to lean closer, to see if the smooth skin on his neck tasted as good as it smelled.
She searched his eyes, swallowing hard as his gaze dipped to her mouth, then back up. Did he want to kiss me?
โOh God, what am I thinking?!โ Grace laughed at the thought.
โAre you sure?โ he pressed.
What was he asking about? Her mind was still on kissingโฆ Chase. Right. โNo, I donโt like Chase,โ she replied. โI can only apologize for his feelings.โ
Her reply seemed to please him; his lips curved. He was likely protecting her, as any brother would. She knew she shouldn't dwell on a normal future. Even if a man claimed her past didn't bother him, she knew it would eventually.
Jason stared at her. โSister, do you really not like that man?โ
โWhy would I lie?โ she retorted. โSince leaving jail, I havenโt considered falling in love. I did that once, poured all my emotions into someone, and was devastated when abandoned. I donโt want to go through that again.โ
A touch of joy flickered in his eyes. โThen you must reject him. Otherwise, a man like him will likely wait forever.โ
โIโll reject him,โ she said. Chase deserved better. โSince I donโt reciprocate his feelings, I wonโt string him along. Heโs a good man and should be with someone who truly belongs to him, not waste time on me.โ
Jayโs lips thinned. โHow does he know about your jail time?โ
Graceโs face darkened. โA colleague learned about my car accident years ago; now the entire Sanitation Service Center knows about my imprisonment.โ
Shame washed over her. She wouldnโt forget their accusing stares, the whispers, the sidelong glances. โAll right, let go of me. I still have to tidy the room.โ
Jason released her. Her moods affected him; her joy buoyed him, her sadness weighed him down, making him want to right the worldโs wrongs just to see her smile. Such feelings were unacceptable. This was a game, a diversion.
Heโd wanted a glimpse behind her facade, harboring doubts about Grace Cummins. But each day revealed another layer, and what he saw didnโt match his preconceptions. He wasโฆ growing attached.
Even this pitiful apartment delighted him, simply because Grace was in it. He didnโt know how long they could play this game, live in this insulated bubble. But as he thought it, his subconscious whispered he could do thisโฆ for the rest of his life.
For the next few days, Graceโs colleagues continued to whisper and gossip at the Sanitation Service Center, many intentionally distancing themselves. Sheโd prepared herself, but knowing and experiencing were different. The cruel gossip hurt.
However, Claire treated Grace as usual, supporting her at work, which Grace appreciated.
โGrace, youโre a university graduate. Why this job? Do you really want to sweep roads for life?โ Claire asked during their lunch break.
โI have a criminal record; itโs not easy to find a job,โ Grace said frankly. โMany employers asked about the incident. When they learned I was the perpetrator who killed Mr. Reedโs fiancรฉe, Jennifer Atkinson, they all rejected me.โ