Chapter 297
โMr. Yates, just say whatโs on your mind,โ Jonathan replied.
โI have a secret youโll definitely be interested in, but itโs something neither of us wants Cynthia to see,โ Filip continued.
Jonathan frowned. Cynthia was called away by Pamela, giving Jonathan time to contemplate. He went to the lounge, having already guessed the secret but curious about Filip's timing.
Filip sat on the sofa, absently staring at a notebook.
Jonathan entered, closing the door behind him. He sat opposite Filip, picked up an orange from the coffee table, and calmly peeled it. He ate a segment and said lightly, โWhatever you have to say, say it. Iโd like to see how you plan to drive a wedge between my wife and me.โ
Filipโs gaze remained fixed on Jonathan, who wore a tailored suit, exuding grace and poise. Even peeling an orange seemed artistic.
Filip admitted that Jonathan possessed innate dignity and a commanding presence heโd always desired. He longed for the spotlight, excellence, and admiration, but lacked the talent and charisma. Cynthia, however, possessed both abundantly, overshadowing him since childhood. This had tinged his love for her with bitterness and inferiority.
If heโd accepted his mediocrity, he wouldnโt have let Lilian manipulate him with a diary. Now, Lilian planned to use the same tactic to drive a wedge between Cynthia and Jonathanโnot for Filip's benefit, but to fulfill her own desires, using him as a pawn.
Driven by curiosity, Filip went along, wanting to see if Jonathan would fail this test as he had in the past. If the diary caused problems, it would prove Jonathan as unworthy of Cynthia as he felt himself to be.
Instead of handing over the diary, Filip said, โThree years ago, Cynthia and I also had a grand wedding.โ
Jonathan replied sarcastically, โDidnโt you fail to even attend the ceremony?โ
Filip was speechless.
Jonathan added indifferently, โActually, Iโm grateful. If youโd married my wife, I wouldnโt have ended up with her. I should thank you for being blind to her worth and for driving her into my arms.โ
Filip felt a tightness in his chest.
โCynthia and I missed our chance due to misunderstandings,โ he said. โYet, we saw each other nearly every day since birth. Twenty years of shared historyโitโs irreplaceable. Regardless of what Iโve done, this bond has always been there. I believe thereโs always a special place for me in her heart that no one else can fill.โ
Jonathan smiled. โIs that the best youโve got, Mr. Yates? Did you really think those words would shake my marriage?โ
โYou are a part of my wifeโs pastโI wonโt deny that. I donโt care if she still holds a place for you in her heart. What matters is that when she opens her eyes each day, Iโm the one she sees. Iโm the one walking beside her, building our future together. In our darkest or highest moments, itโll be me with her, and thatโs enough for me.โ
Filip grew agitated. โDo you really not care about our past?โ
โMr. Yates, only the incapable cling to memories, using them to control others because they have nothing else to offer and lack confidence in their future.โ
Filip froze. Jonathanโs resoluteness and confidence struck a nerve.
Filip lowered his gaze. โYouโre far more steadfast than I was. If Iโd had that strength, I wouldnโt have let Lilian come between Cynthia and me with just a diary.โ
He placed the diary on the table, pushing it toward Jonathan. โFrom page 67 onward are fake entries Lilian wrote, imitating Cynthiaโs handwriting. I believed her lies, resented Cynthia, and broke up with her. It was all Lilianโs scheme.โ
Jonathan frowned, unaware of the diary.
He sneered, โI always thought you and Ms. Sheppard were truly in love. You did so much for herโyou left your family and endured criticism. In a way, I admired your courage.โ
Resentment flashed in Filipโs eyes. โI was tricked by that deceitful woman.โ
Jonathan looked confused. โSince you knew Lilian was malicious, why did you marry her and have such a lavish wedding?โ
Filipโs eyes flickered. โThatโs between me and Lilian.โ
Jonathan didnโt press. He picked up the diary. โSince this belongs to Cynthia, Iโll take it. Iโll return it to her.โ He looked at Filip. โNow, about that secretโare you ready to tell me?โ
Filip was stunned by Jonathanโs cold gaze. His โsecretโ was a pretext to lure Jonathan. He did have a secret, but couldn't share it, especially not with Jonathan. The intense stare made him feel guilty, as if his secret was already known.
He averted his eyes. โThe secret is in this diary. If youโre interested, look at it at home.โ
Jonathan raised an eyebrow. โI wonโt read it. Iโm not like you. Knowing it holds memories of your past, Iโd rather not unsettle myself. They mean nothing to us nowโjust a fleeting dream of yours. Why should I care?โ He stood to leave.
Filip sat dazed, thinking, โHeโs right. Itโs merely a fleeting teenage dream.โ
Jonathan found the lounge door wouldnโt open.