"Hayden, I appreciate your concern," I said, "but I'm not sure how I feel yet. And there's Jonas to consider."
"Jonas needs a stable family," Hayden interrupted. "You can't use him as an excuse to avoid your feelings."
His words stung, but he had a point. "I know you mean well," I admitted. "Just give me some time. I'll think it through."
Hayden patted my shoulder. "Good. Remember, happiness doesn't find you; you have to chase it."
Later, in my office, I wrestled with my emotions. Work helped, but as I left, I saw Lorraine waiting outside.
"Done for the day?" she asked, smiling.
"Yeah, you?"
"Just finished. Had to stay late." I glanced at my watch—almost 7:00 PM. "Have you eaten?"
She shook her head. "Not yet. Just going to grab something at home."
"Want to get dinner together? There's a nice place nearby."
Her face lit up. "I'd love that! I wasn't looking forward to cooking."
We found a cozy restaurant and ordered. "My company landed a new project," Lorraine said between courses. "Overtime for a while."
"The first few days are always the busiest," I replied. "Take care of yourself."
"I will. How's Jonas doing?"
My face softened. "He's great! Really into drawing."
"That's wonderful," Lorraine said. "Art's great for creativity. I could teach him some techniques if you'd like."
I was surprised. "You're into art?"
"Studied it in college," she smiled. "Not an expert, but I could teach a child the basics."
"That would be amazing," I said.
After dinner, we strolled, the city lights casting a warm glow.
"Ever thought about taking Jonas on vacation?" Lorraine asked.
I laughed awkwardly. "Honestly, no. Between work and everything..."
She stopped, her expression gentle but firm. "Work's important, but so is family time. Those experiences become cherished memories."
I nodded. "You're right. Maybe I should start planning something."