Chapter 474
I didnโt say a word.
Jace leaned closer. โReaโฆโ
โDonโt you think itโs kinda low to say something like that right now?โ My words cut through the air, stopping him cold.
He froze, staring at me, his face turning redโshame and defeat written all over it. โYeahโฆ Iโve let my feelings cloud my judgment before. Hurt Desmond. And now, after you risked everything to save me, Iโve messed things up between you and Hayden too. And here I am, shamelessly trying to take advantage of the situation by saying something like thatโฆโ
He shook his head, disgusted with himself. โIโm not just a bad personโIโm not even worthy anymore.โ
Without another word, he turned and left.
When Wayne and I headed to the airport, Jace didnโt show up to say goodbye. At the airport, Wayne handled check-in while I sat quietly in the waiting area, feelingโฆ hollow. So hollow it was like my soul had detached, floating somewhere far off. I had no idea where I was going or what I wanted anymore.
โMiss, are you traveling alone?โ A soft, sweet voice suddenly pulled me out of my fog.
I looked over and saw a little girl with blonde curls sitting next to me. She had bright eyes, her face full of innocent curiosity. Even though she was clearly foreign, something about her reminded me of home.
They say kids can heal hearts, and in that moment, I believed it. Just seeing her brought me back to myself.
I smiled. โNo, Iโm not traveling. Iโm goingโฆโ
โAre you going home to see your mommy and daddy?โ she asked, her innocent curiosity so genuine.
I wished I could. But they were gone now. Still, I didnโt want to burden a child with my sadness. I nodded gently. โAnd to see my boyfriend.โ
โHee hee,โ she giggled, giving me a shy, playful look like Iโd just shared the juiciest secret.
โWhatโs so funny?โ I asked, tilting my headโฆ
โLet me tell you a secret,โ she whispered, leaning in closer with a mischievous smile. โI have a boyfriend too.โ
I couldnโt help but laugh. It was quiet, but it warmed my heart.
โYou already have a boyfriend? Wow! Thatโs amazing!โ I said, pretending to be shockedโฆ
She couldnโt have been more than two or three, her little voice still lisping a bit. I figured โboyfriendโ probably meant a close friend in her world.
She beamed, clearly thrilled with my reaction. Leaning in again, she whispered, โIโm going to find my boyfriend too.โ
โOh? Is your boyfriend as cute as you?โ I teased.
She nodded eagerly, then added, โHeโs handsies.โ
Handsies? Oh, she meant handsome. I couldnโt stop smilingโshe was just too cute. Even at her age, she knew how to admire a handsome guy.
โMy boyfriend is handsome too, and cool,โ I said, thinking of Hayden. I threw in a little salute for fun.
She giggled and immediately responded, โMy boyfriendโs cool too,โ determined not to let her guy be outdone.
I laughed again. The weight of my earlier thoughts was lifting, replaced by the simple joy this little girl brought with her. โWhen I get home, Iโm going to marry my boyfriend,โ I said, playing along.
The girl paused, clearly deep in thought. After a few seconds, she announced, โTataโs still little. Iโll get married when I grow up.โ
Tata? Is that her name? I couldnโt help but think it was ridiculously cute.
โTessa!โ someone called.
She spun around, her face lighting up. โDaddy!โ
I looked over to see a man in a dark coat walking our way.
โDaddy, Tata likes this miss,โ she said, like sheโd just made the best friend ever.
Thatโs when it hit meโher name wasnโt Tata. She was trying to say Tessa, but she hadnโt quite mastered it yet. Absolutely precious.