Chapter 784
โYou broke up with Nate, and he justโฆ said nothing?โ I blinked at Lena, low-key stunned.
She gave a tiny, tired smile. โMaybe heโs done, too. Now he can live his life however he wantsโno nagging, no guilt trips.โ
Yeah, right. That sounded more like her venting than anything.
โBe real. Was breaking up just you blowing off steam? Or did you mean it?โ
Lena shook her head. โNo, Iโve actually thought it through.โ
I snorted, and she laughed. โSeriously. Since I told him to come back to Kehlmark, Iโve been asking myselfโwhat do women really want from love and marriage?โ
โStability, someone to rely on, right? If he canโt give me that, I can give it to myself. So why hold on to love or marriage?โ
โUh, maybe for keeping thingsโฆ physically interesting?โ
She cracked up. โOh, please. If thatโs all you want, you can โbuyโ itโany flavor, any style, swap it out when youโre bored.โ
That sent me over the edge. โDr. Lane, youโre wild.โ
Still, I got her point. โLena, Iโm with you, no matter what. I know how tough it is to walk away from someone. If it gets messy and you need to ventโor grab drinksโjust hit me up.โ
โDeal. Iโm holding you to that,โ she said, resting her head against mine. โBut, um, I actually need you for something right now.โ
โWhatโs up?โ
โMy grandpaโs birthday is today. I canโt dodge it anymore.โ
She looked stressed. Her parents had been hounding her to show up. If she skipped again, her mom might cut her off entirely.
โWhy are you so freaked out? Is your grandpa secretly a fire-breathing dragon?โ I asked.
She rolled her eyes. โYouโre hilarious. You know itโs not him.โ
โYouโre dodging because you donโt want to see Uncle Aaron, huh?โ
She didnโt deny it.
โI mean, come on,โ I said, nudging her. โYouโre still hung up on that one awkward incident? The one where you, uh, accidentally saw a little too much? That was forever ago. Unlessโฆโ
I tilted my head, giving her a knowing look.
Lena frowned. โUnless what?โ
I held up my hands. โNothing! Forget I said anything.โ
โDonโt act like you donโt know what youโre implying.โ She shoved my arm. โHeโs my uncle!โ
Then she sighed, long and heavy. โItโs just awkward, okay? And afterโฆ well, after he saved me, itโs even worse. I justโฆโ
She trailed off, and the hesitation in her voice made me pause. โJust what? What happened?โ
โNothing!โ she said way too quickly. โAnyway, will you come with me? You always say my grandpaโs like yours too, remember?โ
I laughed. โAre you seriously dragging me into this?โ
โYes or no?โ She gave me that look.
โFine,โ I sighed, laughing. โBut only for the food. I could use some good family vibes.โ
As soon as I said it, I froze, the words hitting me harder than Iโd expected. Even after all those years at the Johnstonsโ, I couldnโt deny how much I missed the warmth of real family moments.
Lena noticed. She threw an arm around my shoulders. โBut youโre not getting a free meal. Youโre buying a gift, too.โ
โFair. But youโre helping me pick it out,โ I said, pulling her toward the gift shops.
At this artsy little store, we spotted Lindey, totally focused on some hand-lettered artwork. She hadnโt seen us yet.
โWant to hit another shop?โ Lena whispered, clearly worried Iโd want to avoid Lindey.
I shook my head. There was no need to. Sure, there were people I had issues with, but Lindey wasnโt one of them. My parents had drilled one lesson into me when I was a kid: always keep your grudges and gratitude separate.