Chapter 309
โIโve changed a bit from four years ago, but as the saying goes, โYou can take the boy out of the country, but you canโt take the country out of the boy.โ My essence remains the same,โ Sienna said, leaning back in her seat, a faint smile playing on her lips. โYou used to dislike me so much; you wouldnโt like me much more now.โ
This had been evident in their recent interactions. He held some affection for her, but it wasn't enough for her to forget the past, let alone build a future. Josiahโs insides churned, but his lips curled into a mocking smile. โWhether I like you or not, you should know better than I do, right?โ
โHmm,โ Sienna raised an eyebrow. โNever heard of the onlookers seeing most of the game?โ She stared intently at his handsome face, speaking seriously. โIโm just your second choice. Four years ago, I was foolish and paid a heavy price. Four years later, why would I repeat the same mistake? Just because you find me more tolerable?โ
The manโs eyes darkened. Sienna took a deep breath. โIโm grateful that youโve accepted Joyce and are responsible for her. Youโre not entirely without redeeming qualities. But we donโt need to force ourselves together for Joyceโs sake. We can just love her from our own sides.โ She closed her eyes and leaned back, ending the conversation.
Faced with her resistance, Josiah wanted to speak but stopped, managing only a bitter twist of his lips and a heavy silence. The car stopped before her apartment building.
โThanks,โ Sienna turned to open the car door, only to find it locked. โJosiah, open the door, please.โ
Josiah remained motionless, retrieving a piece of gum, popping it in his mouth, and even offering some to Sienna with a wave. โWant some?โ
Sienna was startled. โI need to get out of the car!โ Seeing his continued inaction, she anxiously lunged forward, attempting to unlock the door. Josiah seized the opportunity, pulling her into a tight embrace. Sienna looked up in shock. โSienna,โ he called out, murmuring her name affectionately. โWeโve been together for so long. Donโt you have any feelings for me at all? You used to like me a jot.โ
Sienna frowned, struggling to break free, but despite his seemingly gentle hold, she couldnโt budge. โLike you? You already know that. If it werenโt for Joyce, would I be with someone who abandoned me for four years!โ Struck by her words, Josiah froze, his expression blank. Sienna pushed him away and turned to leave the car.
โSienna,โ Josiah said, then leaned in, hugging her from behind, his arm outstretched before her. He complained in a low voice, โWhat am I supposed to do? I didnโt like you before! I treated you badly. But I canโt go back to the past. Tell me, what should I do?โ
Josiah thought, How could I have anticipated this day back then?
Siennaโs back stiffened. Staring blankly out the window, her voice was cold. โThen look forward.โ She closed her eyes, a memory of boarding a plane to Fliraty four years ago flashing through her mind. โYou are already a thing of the past to me. What we had ended four years ago.โ
After leaving Sunshine Neighborhood, it was still early. Josiah, not wanting to return to the desolate Silver Beach, went to Mouse House instead. To his surprise, he found only Thomas, not Yosef.
โWhatโs keeping Yosef so busy?โ Josiah asked casually.
Thomas shook his head. โNot sure. He mentioned some family matters.โ
Josiah was taken aback. โWhat kind of matters? Does he need help?โ
โHe didnโt say. Heโll ask if he needs to.โ Thomas nodded. โLetโs play a game.โ
โSure,โ Josiah replied.
Yosefโs family did have matters at hand, but it wasnโt the Compton family; it was Xeniaโs. Upon Yosefโs arrival, Xenia anxiously grabbed his hand. โYosef, you have to help Cedric!โ
โDonโt worry, Auntie,โ Yosef nodded. โIโll do my best.โ He asked, โWhereโs Cedric?โ
In the upstairs study, Xenia frowned, leading Yosef upstairs. โI donโt know why heโs so stubborn about going abroad.โ
They reached the study and knocked. Xenia said, โCedric, itโs Mom and your cousin.โ
โCome in,โ Cedricโs voice replied.
Xenia pushed open the door to reveal a chaotic study, books piled everywhere. โWhatโs going on!โ Xenia frowned. โYour cousin is here, and thereโs no place to even put a foot down!โ
โItโs fine,โ Yosef replied.
Cedric smiled at Yosef. โSorry, I didnโt know you were coming. Iโm packing up these books. Theyโll just gather dust if I leave them here.โ
Xenia became anxious. โWhy are you so stubborn!โ She hugged Cedric. โMom knows that the blind date with Reyna made you uncomfortable, but that was the Fischer familyโs fault. Theyโre the ones who lost face. You donโt have to leave your hometown because of them.โ
Cedric calmly waited for her to finish, then smiled gently. โDo you think thatโs the reason?โ
Xenia was taken aback. โThen what else could it be?โ
Cedric lightly furrowed his brows, his tone heavy. โIโm an adult. I want to decide my own life. I donโt want every move I make to be under your surveillance and control.โ
Xenia was shocked. My son is leaving because of me? โWhat are you talking about?โ
Xenia, unaware of her own failings, laughed coldly. โIโm your mom. Everything I do, isnโt it all for your own good?โ
Cedric glanced at Yosef. โSee! Now you understand why I want to leave, right?โ
Xenia became agitated, shouting, โIn front of Yosef, what are you saying! I do everything for your own good, and Iโm wrong?โ
Cedric snorted lightly. โFor my own good? Doing good for me means scheming to separate me from the person I love and then forcing on me someone you like?โ
โYou!โ Xenia was speechless with anger, her face turning blue. โSo in the end, itโs still because of Sienna? That thing I did, even though I shouldnโt have, so what? Are you going to judge me?โ
โI dare not,โ Cedric said coldly. โDo as you please.โ
โYouโฆโ Xenia began.
Yosef hurriedly pulled Xenia aside. โDidnโt you ask me to persuade Cedric? Let me talk to him.โ
โYosefโฆโ Xeniaโs face alternated between blue and white as she patted Yosefโs hand. โAuntie leaves it to you.โ
Xenia glared at her son and sighed as she left the study. The moment the door closed, Cedric looked at Yosef and smiled faintly. โYosef, you donโt need to persuade me. My mind is made up.โ
Yosef looked at his cousin and shook his head helplessly. โWhat if I told you Sienna and Josiah broke up?โ