Loose 368
Posted on September 06, 2025 ยท 0 mins read
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I shot him a lazy sideways look. "Maybe youโ€™re in love with the person you imagine me to be, not who I really am now."

Nathanโ€™s lips thinned into a line as he shook his head, letting out a quiet, almost self-mocking laugh.

I continued, "Youโ€™re just chasing after my shadow. But in reality, Iโ€™ve been married, had a kid, and now Iโ€™m divorced. My careerโ€™s only just getting off the ground, and youโ€™re already a powerhouse. Why would someone like you still be holding out for someone like me?"

"Stop it," Nathan said, setting his glass down on the table and pulling me into a tight embrace from behind. "Nobodyโ€™s perfect. Maybe Iโ€™m not any better than you. The way you are now is exactly what I love most about you."

As he spoke, his lips pressed softly against the back of my neck, leaving gentle, lingering kisses. "Victoria, when you donated money to me back then, I already knew you were married. They called you Mrs. Murphy when they introduced you."

I froze, caught completely off guard.

Nathanโ€™s voice was low and rough as he went on, "I was obsessed with a married woman. Iโ€™m the one whoโ€™s twisted, not you. Itโ€™s not that youโ€™re not enoughโ€”itโ€™s me, Iโ€™m the one whoโ€™s lost in this obsession."

Listening to his words, all the thoughts and worries swirling in my mind just faded away.

Maybe Nathan was even more obsessed with me than Iโ€™d ever imagined.

He gently turned me to face him, his gaze lowered and intense. When his long fingers cupped my face, I could feel them trembling ever so slightly.

Still stunned, I found myself caught in his kiss.

And once that kiss started, there was no stopping it.

Tonight, Nathan was on another levelโ€”passionate, possessive, hungry, and just plain wild.

It was like he wanted to burn through every ounce of desire between us, leaving me completely spent.

All I can say is, those deceptively slim guys? You really shouldnโ€™t mess with them after dark.

By the time the sun came up, Iโ€™d overslept again. It wasnโ€™t until my phone kept ringing with meeting reminders that I finally threw on some clothes and rushed out the door.

Nathan said he was off work today and would meet me for lunch.

I wasnโ€™t really paying him much mind thoughโ€”my job came first.

By three in the afternoon, I finally had a moment to breathe. I was propping myself up against a pillar by the floor-to-ceiling windows, sipping on a cup of coffee for a much-needed energy boost.

Nathan had wanted to meet me for lunch, but Iโ€™d turned him down. Then, around two oโ€™clock, he texted me that he had some urgent business in Hachester and needed to head back.

I just told him to be careful on the road, and he sent me a rose emoji in reply.

Around four in the afternoon, we had a video call scheduled with Jared and his team.

On the projector screen, you could see Jared and a few higher-ups. Jared was leaning back in his chair, totally giving off those boss vibes, like he owned the place.

Iโ€™d left my pride at the door ages ago and was all in on work. Todayโ€™s meeting was mine to run, and I was basically doing all the talking.

Jared, though, looked spaced out the whole time, just staring blankly at the camera. Whenever a decision came his way, heโ€™d just toss out a quick โ€œSureโ€ or โ€œWhatever.โ€

A couple of the office gossip queens nearby were trying hard not to crack up. Anyone with eyes could tellโ€”Jared wasnโ€™t really present. He was just off in his own world.

And the whole time, he was just zoning out, staring straight at me.

I swear, this guy is something else. Luckily, the meeting only lasted half an hour, and I had them shut off the projector right away.

Jared called me.

โ€œVictoria, there were too many people around earlier, so I couldnโ€™t really say this. But I just wanted you to knowโ€”youโ€™ve made a lot of progress these past few days,โ€ Jared said, a little laugh in his voice.

โ€œThanks for saying that. Iโ€™ll keep working hard,โ€ I replied, keeping it strictly professional.

โ€œYvonneโ€™s been trying to learn Chinese pinyin these days, but sheโ€™s really struggling. I have to personally tutor her tonightโ€ฆโ€ Jared switched topics, sounding a bit exasperated. โ€œI always thought she was pretty smart, but honestly, sometimes sheโ€™s just clueless.โ€

Hearing that, I was secretly pleased. First-grade pinyin? I know how it goesโ€”teach her and she just sits there, totally silent.

Back in my previous life, that was my job. It only took a few minutes for me to go from gentle, patient mom to a raging tyrant.

โ€œReally? Just be patient. Remember, sheโ€™s your kidโ€”she inherited your brains. Stick with it, sheโ€™ll get there eventually,โ€ I said, acting all calm. Easy for me to say, since Iโ€™m not the one dealing with it now.


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