Chapter 1897: A Well-Deserved Break
The next morning, Jonathan arrived. Lucian instructed the kitchen to prepare pastries, which he served with coffee. They chatted casually while enjoying the treats, until Lucian mentioned Roxanne's proposal. Jonathan usually offered a simple, "Okay," but today, he seemed apprehensive. He looked at Lucian cautiously. "Lucian, can I decline?"
Lucian froze, instinctively furrowing his brow. Jonathan, misinterpreting Lucian's reaction, hurriedly explained, "Lucian, I know these are Roxanne's thoughts. But I... I'm feeling a bit tired lately."
Lucian quickly shook his head. "There's no need to explain. I'm not angry." He softened his gaze. For years, Jonathan had been a trusted aide, unfailingly executing Lucian's decisions without complaint. Their bond was built on absolute trust and mutual respect. Lucian was deeply grateful for his impeccable friend.
However, recent events with Elektra and Jonathan's rejection had him reflecting. Had he been prioritizing himself, neglecting Jonathan's feelings? Was his authoritative style intimidating? Whatever the reason, Lucian realized he had shortcomings.
Seeing Lucian's changed expression, Jonathan hesitated, almost wanting to retract his refusal. He'd summoned considerable courage to decline.
In truth, what business leader wouldn't be drawn to a CEO position, a five-billion-dollar stake, and the power to shape the future of Flora Verba Group?
"Lucian," Jonathan said, "on second thought, perhaps I should accept. I know you and Roxanne have my best interests at heart. Joining Flora Verba Group would secure a core asset for the Queen family."
Before Lucian could respond, Jonathan finished, and Lucian waved a dismissive hand. "Don't misunderstand, I was just pondering. Have a coffee and take three minutes to think it over. I can wait."
Jonathan's hesitation stirred mixed emotions in Lucian. Jonathan's cautious nature, his consideration for others, often led him to suppress his own feelings. How could such a person lead a happy life?
Lucian sipped his coffee, ignoring Jonathan's surprised reaction. After a long silence, Jonathan began to think seriously. His recent health had deteriorated, and the prognosis wasn't good. He felt profoundly frustrated, losing interest in everything. Negative thoughts plagued him; he felt like an emotionless zombie, indifferent to his surroundings.
He'd considered confiding in Madilyn, seeking professional help, but hadn't followed through, fearing he'd burden others with his negativity. A battle raged within him—rationality versus sentiment.
He'd declined Lucian's offer because he was experiencing burnout; he simply couldn't handle more pressure. He needed not just to decline the Flora Verba offer, but to take a well-deserved break.